happy day :]

i've watched the DARK KNIGHT 3 times now... hahaha, and each time i still can't seem to see heath ledger behind all that war paint on his face! he was that awesome. you know, after a while you kind of notice that there are parts in the movie that the audience really reacts to. i find it hilarious watching the audience watch the movie: at the shocking parts, the people actually jump! hahaha, there was this small boy infront of us who jumped so high he actually blocked the screen from me for a split second! hahaha, and there are parts where the audience gives a collective "ooooooooooooh" and "aaaaaaaaaaaaah". and there were parts where some people actually clapped! the audience was like a mini-movie! i promise, it was hilarious.

so today. is a HAPPY day :D i don't know why, probably because my dad's here, but for some reason, this day has been really really happy. it's like i'm GLOWING with the happiness. :D hahahaha, gosh, maybe cause we had a huge family day (w/o mum though :[ ) and we haven't had that in a looong while. you know what? i'm DEAD tired now. really. i slept at 3am yesterday and had class today at 10am, so i woke up at 8:30... and i've been out the whole day but i don't want to go to sleep because i want to bask in this happy atmosphere that i'm in :D the only ones missing now is my mum and tamala (gak.. where IS tamala??) happy happy dayyy :D

alllana i want to see your siberian hamster!! :D:D

im going to look for tamala now.

like a deflated baloooon

i have one more exam left and i'm free! for the time being at least. gosh, i'm so exhausted, but i still have to do a bunch of stuff and study for that one exam. ONE! (don't you love that word? you know what's better though? ZERO :] )



tralalala, so earlier before my GACP meeting (which yeo and i sneaked out of after a while.. hahaha! we're the best sneakers ever.. ???) i had nothing to do for a whole hour so i went to netopia and surfed the net... i listened to doushite!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA, gosh, the influence my friends have on me. i love the song though, i truly do. i looked at the lyrics and i was trying to say the words so if the song was like this: --------------, i was like: --a-dfadsfasdf-=a-df-asdf-asdfa. if you get what i mean :D yeah no, i have no idea what that means actually, just having fun with the keyboard. :] well, anyway, i couldnt pronounce the words! they stressed out the parts i didn't and vice versa so it was a huge mess but i still had fun singing (in my head mind you, i was in netopia with total strangers.. i dont want them to start thinking im a raving lunatic) it. hehe :]


despite my exhaustion, i feel like its been a WONDERFUL day :D really. maybe it's because i woke up to the sound of the rain outside. it was really really loud! coming down as if it were trying to flood the place. i LOVED it! hahaha, yeah, some people wouldn't've (??) but the rain just seems to wake me up. if it wasn't raining i most probably would've fallen asleep during the exam because of the humidity. but luckily! it was raining :D:D:D:D










hmm.. i can't decide whether my sense of elation is coming from my exhaustion or from the fact that it rained earlier... oh well, doesn't matter :]





SHMAYLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!
















we're going to watch dark knight on wednesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. tralalalala

avatar and a few other stuff

i watched avatar!!!!!!! the 16th episode i think.. south raiders!! yeah, its good, real good :) i dont have the energy to write all hyper today even though i want to. i guess i haven't slept off the hours i missed when i pulled off an all nighter the day before yesterday. yeah i did! can you believe it? i didn't sleep at alll O.o if it wasn't for my sisters im sure i wouldn't have been able to do it. since they're all nocturnal and everything they were able to wake me up when i dozed off and stuff.

yeah, so why didn't i sleep at all the the whole night the other day? hmmmm... EXAMS!! political science and philippine constitution specifically :S i had a BUNCH of chapters to read and me with my procrastinating disorder i didn't do it till really late... i guess it being exams hadn't hit me at the time.. i know! i'm real slow.. but now! i'm ready for exams :D cuz i have that whole exam feeling going on, you know that feeling where you want to be well prepared for exams but still be able to sleep early?? no? well, ever since that night i didn't sleep at all (well, i dozed off for a few minutes at times.. hahaha) that feeling has stuck with me... its a good feeling!! really, doesn't make you want to procrastinate and cram.. i don't know what it's called but i call it the exam feeling :D:D:D (no please don't say it... i know i'm crazy)

ooh ooh! omgosh i had another weird conversation with my sister today!! hahaha^^

**nikki's half asleep (she probably slept at 7am cuz she's nocturnal)**

if she wasn't id be seriously worried...

migel: nikki, can you drop me off to school or should i take a taxi?

nikki: **groans** ..... **mumble mumble**

migel: nikki! can you drop me?

nikki: let the **mumble mumble**

migel: huh??

nikki: let the twins drop you...

migel: huh? what twins??

nikki: the twins...

migel: nikki.. ur talking rubbish

nikki: let the twins drop you

migel: ok.. ill just go by taxi :D

nikki: ok... let the twins **mumble mumble**

the end. :]

and the anxiety hits the roof... yet again

its exams again and everyone around me is studying and i'm thinking "omgosh, why is everyone in study mode???!" i'm freaking out because everyone seems so busy and i'm here clueless as to what to study for. people have already had some of their exams while my teachers haven't even told us when our exams are taking place.. **hyperventilating** ok fine, so some of them have actually (they're next week) but that's besides the point.. my prelims are going doooowwwwnn :[ i mean, the grading system doesn't really rely on quizzes and stuff like it used to, a larger percentage relies on recitation and speaking up and stuff and i have this aversion to speaking in front of the class.. which brings me to my public speaking exam tomorrow! even just thinking about it makes my heart race in that oh-no-im-going-to-faint sort of feeling. oh no oh no oh no ohnohnohnohnohno... this is ridiculous, i have to get over this stupid fear of mine.. oh gosh, but im really nervous.. eek, lord help me.







i do NOT want to know how my grades are going to turn out :S

reading is bad

no, don't start disagreeing with me yet. i shall elaborate.

yesterday i was so engrossed with the book i was reading (ECLIPSE: the 3rd magnificent book of Edward Cullen and Bella Swan!! **sigh**) that i literally couldn't put it down despite the fact that i had a DEBATE and a QUIZ to get ready for the next day. so i tried to study around 9:30 only to find myself reading the book 5 minutes later. even as my feelings of impending disaster grew with each page i turned, i simply could not put the book DOWN. when i finally stopped because my eyes were starting to sting it was 1 am in the morning!! i told myself though not to panic because my class didn't start until 11 the next day so i just decided to wake up earlier than usual. so waking up early i did but i didn't do anything productive (because of that darn book) till around 930am and that was when i was seriously starting to freak out because my debate was in an hour and 30 minutes and i had nothing substantial prepared so i was seriously SERIOUSLY freaking out (not to mention my quizzz). luckily though, sir pancho (god bless him!) decided to move the debate for next meeting and i was able to cram during the 30 min break between my 2 classes and in the end the quiz was fine. but no, the whole **freaking out** part was so unnecessary and i hated feeling more stressed than i actually had to because i was so unprepared, so i have vowed to myself never to do anything remotely as stupid as what i did last night. its so disconcerting to know things could've gone.. you know, calmer. ok, so maybe reading isn't bad, it's just my bad procrastinating self again causing all the unnecessary stress. so moral of the story: DON'T PROCRASTINATE NO MATTER HOW GOOD THE BOOK IS!

and i shall never do it again. ever.




95th post!! ^^

NEW MOON

so there's a kitty on my blog now if you haven't noticed. decided to changed the penguins for the kitty because it's so darn cute! (don't deny it, even if you don't like cats or you just happen to have a painful incident involving a cat, you still have to admit the kitty's cute ^^) ooh, and you know what? there's a cool "subscribe" button thing on the address bar!! no idea how it go there, probably was an added bonus for getting the kitty but i still think it's super cool.

so 'say it again'. by marie digby. been listening to it now for what seems like forever and i can't seem to get enough it. i lurve it! ^^

ok, yes, so to the meaning of my title!! omgosh, NEW MOOON!!! the sequel to TWILIGHT! yes, so i borrowed it from my friend since she hasn't read the first book yet, so here i am reveling in the glory of what is now the 2nd magnificent book of Edward Cullen and Bella Swan!!! **HUMONGOUS SIGH** it's sooo good, i never knew vampire books could be so.. addicting ^^ hahaha, so if you haven't read it, TWILIGHT (yes, it deserves to be written in capitals) is a must read. plus, there's a movie coming out!! can't wait for the movieeeeeee ^^ haven't been this excited in a while. GOSH! see what a simple book can dooooo to me


anyhoo! got to finish my homework.. :[ (vampire frown! wahahaha) after that, my dear, dear, dear book, you are mineeee. :] (vampire smile!! gak, i should seriously stop now)





ooh ooh! didja know?? i'm thinking of working thanks to vinaaa!! :D