Sunday, January 13, 2008

new beginnings

my first entry for 2008. well, for the past 13 days there have been around 4 incidents where there were only soft drinks available to drink. i'm proud to say i held strong to my new year resolutions and forced myself not to drink until i found water somewhere!! (no, not in the toilet guys.. i meant nice clean drinking water) hmm... well, is nearly 10 and im here in blugre with my dad just "chillin"... bwahaha, know what? its fun just "chillin" with your parents.. wahahaha. im so glad my dads back for a few days :D

i came up with a realization a few days ago: you know that feeling you get when you know you could've done so much better?? that irritating, degrading feeling of incompetence. yeah, frankly, i dont want to feel that ever again. its so depressing. and i hate being depressed. so basically, ive made a deal with myself: im gonna try my best ever from now on so even if i get a low score ill be proud cuz i did everything i could've done. soo... ya.

omgosh, you know what? i finally finished my diary! i mean, seriously finished it from the very first page to the last!! gosh, my last entry though was the longest (hehe, i wanted to finish itttt). my diary written in the years 2003 to 2008 :D wowww, so proudddd. hahaha, so now i have to start on another diary.. ooh, tis gonna be fun fun funnn..

darn, they gave me my chocolate oatmeal fudge bar but now im so full (thanks to the hot chocomallow.. when they say hot, its seriously hot! i scalded (scaulded?? scolded? no, not that.. oh whatever, lets go with 'burnt'), burnt my tongue.. :(

gotta get to studying... im gonna work my butt of during midterms!! :D
im kinda excited bout that. xD



to special people:
-vina--> i hope you feel much better after your horrible weekend... things should start looking up. :)
-christel--> belated happy birthday!
-romina--> you have a sun!! yeyyyyyyyy, only a few million people till the sun network can take over the world :D
-allana--> i can't seem to open your blog :S it says error on page... grrr, maybe its just on this silly wifi connection thinggy.. oh well.. i miss you (pssst.. you should get a sun tooooo :D)
-hannica--> i really really miss you


the end.