Sunday, December 07, 2008

a moments procrastination

i have less than an hour to find my shinguards, put sunblock, get my gear ready (waha, i used gear) and get to agro on time for my FIRST GAME IN HOW MANY MONTHS! this is where i start to freak out because not only will i be against a team who's probably been practicing everyday but i'll also be in a team whose members are tough and fit.. i'll probably get winded 5 minutes into the game! oh and the excitement, excitement and anticipation kicks in... gosh, this is making my tummy feel weird.



eeek! 10 minutes left to get my stuff ready!


gosh. im nervous.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

waddya know, im nocturnal



i just realized the obvious a few moments ago: im way more hyper at night than i am in the morning. mornings are meant for sleeping, NOT for getting up and going to school when the roosters are still sleeping and the crickets are chirping. I mean, the people who are always on time for their 7:40am classes are amazing. I, on the other hand, press the snooze button on my alarm for at least an hour until I realize it's way past 7am and I end up rushing to school. Wait no.. infact, nowadays I've accepted my fate of being late so i take my time in order not to forget anything (yes, im forgetful.) When it comes to the alarm though, it would take 30 minutes for it to actually wake me up (seriously. you should ask nikki, it used to drive her crazyyy). When i'd finally wake up though, i'd end up going right back to sleep. my will can't compete with the comfiness of the bed, warm duvet, nice cold air and the cozy dark room. it's so hard to resist the desire to snuggle deeper in the covers and just go back to sleep.. and for those people who are capable of doing so, i praise you! (yes romina, im talking to you). Plus, i sleep with the curtains closed so when i wake up it's hard to estimate the actual time and the wall clock in the room is permanently fixed at 7:35 (ill get batteries for that soon). i guess i should try sleeping with the curtains open huh? or maybe i could just put up a petition for the eradication of all 7:40 classes because they go against human nature and for those people who don't mind such classes just hush up and stick to the game plan. lol, no, but seriously, it really is hard for me to wake up in the morning when i'm most hyper at night and i only have that unreliable alarm clock to depend on as well as a dog who enjoys sleep more than i do. oh, the qualms (a new word for the ever-expanding vocabulary of the person who took spectrum from me. you know who you are) of life.

december 8! i am going to mark that on my calender with a huge red pen so that nothing gets in the way this time! for real :D


thought of the day: everybody needs people in their lives who make them laugh. im talking about the pee-in-your-pants kind of laughter that makes you lose all inhibitions and belt out that single melody (or cacophony for others) of pure joy. i was reading a really cool blog the other day and one saying really got to me: "life without laugher is like love without passion"



so true. so true. :]

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

hi hello


hi hello. it's me again. trying not to lose track of time, but no matter how hard i try to stay afloat i still end up drowning. somehow. so now im taking some time to sit back and reorient my mind, maybe i can stop this feeling that time's running away. always never enough time. always. i remember the days when i'd lie down infront of that wall clock and feel like an hour's passed when it's only been a minute. as i grew up time seemed to be going faster and now im always surprised by just how much time has actually gone.

got to wake up early tomorrow! gosh, how i hate 7:40 classes (the only time i was actually on time was the very first day.. and the teacher wasn't there. pfft). good night to all of you :)




Time is the most playful element. It lengthens the minutes when you wait and rushes the hours when you enjoy the moments.




something i got from sigrid :]



Sunday, November 09, 2008

special post :]



hmm.. i was contemplating earlier whether I should greet someone at the end but then I decided she should have a whole post dedicated to her becauseee i feel like it. :D


sooooooooo...

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY **ALLANA**(house bunny voice)! :D



i hope you know i've allowed myself to procrastinate for 10 minutes just to write this, that's how special you are. hahahah. kidding:D it's a shame you're all the way there and we're here. :( but still, i hope you had a wonderful birthdayyy! hope you had a maverickly awesome day with your hilly-billies and banjoes with russia right outside your window :D (oh right no.. you lost your banjo didn't ya?) hahahaha, but obama won! wooohooo! xD


but i will see you (HOPEFULLY!!) in manilaaa! :D

oxox

first week done


time seriously flies when you have a lot to do huh? The first week of school is already through and I still feel like sembreak just finished. I'm proud to say though that I'm holding strong to my promise of not procrastinating (much.. not procrastinating much. I mean really, you can't expect a chain-smoker to stop smoking with just a snap of your fingers. it takes time you know.xD hahaha) so yeah! im actually getting around 7 hours of sleep every night, which is amazing. im going to try and be all consistent :D you know what? its way less stressful if you dont procrastinate cuz you dont end up stressing yourself trying to meet all the deadlines... but I guess you guys already knew that.. lol, just saying :)

hmm.. the kitten that I mentioned in my last post was taken by her mother (which is unlikely really since untamed mother cats are quite sensitive to the scent of their kittens) or eaten by a snake orrr... fell in the canal : whatever happened to the poor thing, it disappeared a few days before I came back from manila..:( I hope it was taken back by its mother though.. but on the brighter side! a puppy followed tamala home (i think i've already told everybody but ima reiterate it here just incase i missed anybody.. hahaha) and i've christened him pacha :D my dad doesnt like the name though because apparently it means "to kill" in bisaya (patya diba?). he wanted to call it "paching" or "pachang" but no... im sticking to pacha :D hahaha, he's one of the fattest puppies i've ever seen! with 2 white front paws and brown fur and black ears. its funny when i call him cuz he tilts his head to the side and one ear goes up while the other one remains all floppy. hahaha, he's really adorable :) and today he's finally decided not to be scared of me (last time i tried to approach him he tried to scramble through that grill door in the garage but couldn't go through cuz his stomach wouldn't fit.. haha)

going to manila in a few days (YES ALLANA! IM GOING TO MANILA!xD). the whole presenting infront of a panel of americans is kind of getting to me. but im not overly nervous. yet :D we're going to be presenting our project (project citizen.. sponsored by the american embassy or something if im not wrong.. that's why americans will be there.. hahah :D) at the university of asia and pacific :D once we're through.. we're going to star city and MoA and megamall and the swimming pool if maam emilio and sir escobido would let us.. if they dont then we'll just force them at gunpoint or something.. hahaha, no but on a serious note, im really excited. :D our actual presentation will be from 8am to 12pm on the 12th but we'll be going there on the 11th and leaving on the 13th.. so after 12pm on the 12th we'll probably be free to do whatever we want:D (within the restrictions of the teachers of course.. but still :D) woohoo!


went to national bookstore earlier today (looking for decorations and lights for my christmas tree) when i realized they're expanding it and putting a whole 2nd floor in! I saw the shelves and everything filled with sooo many books and the nerd within me started rejoicing and jumping up and down with joy. really, it looks like a library! :D hahaha, seriously, who doesn't like books? (ok, no, you don't have to answer that..) but anyway :)



~im a new soul, i came to this strange world, hoping i could learn a bit bout how to give and take~
~but since i came here, felt the joy and the fear, finding myself making every possible mistake~



new song that's been stuck in my head since i watched that house bunny movie.. (thanks romina! :P)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

suddenly i see

life is hectic. good thing though i've finally got a hold of the "a walk to remember" book by nicholas sparks! im on a major reading marathon. eleven minutes, the notebook and now a walk to remember.. grawr, seems like the only time i get to read though is at night before i sleep.

anway, i'm missing some people terribly. :( but i guess i can't do anything about that.

oh! committed social suicide at a debut the other day. im praying though that all the pol sci students who were there will go on with life and pretend that they hadn't witnessed ANYTHING for the sake of my social life. HAHAHA xD

ooh ooh! guess what? :D the other day a cat gave birth in one of the garage cupboards! :D but tamala, being all irritatingly friendly and oblivious to the fact that other animals may actually despise her, nearly drove the mother cat crazy because she wouldn't leave them alone! even when the mother started hissing like a lunatic (seriously, it was scary to watch) tamala was still wagging her tail and trying to get a closer look at the kittens. so nowww, the mother moved her kittens to another place but left one kitten in the cupboard.. i think it's my fault though, cause when i went to check on the kittens the other night there was only one kitten left and the mother cat was gone so i closed the cupboard door thing and i guess the mother didn't fit through the opening at the bottom of the door like i thought she would because the next day the kitten was still in the cupboard. and then my househelper had to go and carry the kitten and show it to tamala (because she wanted to) eradicating all possibilities of the mother coming back for it (yeah, mother cats are extremely sensitive to the scent of their kittens; if it doesn't smell like their kittens then the mother literally disowns them. yeah so i don't think the mother cat would come back for it especially after it had been licked clean by tamala. no, she didn't eat it. tamala's just friendly. haha) so now i have a kitten whose eyes aren't even open yet to take care of and im leaving in 2 days! :S grawr. but on the brighter side i have a kitten! :D and i think its a male so im naming it Kozo. i have no idea what that means :D i read it somewhere but i forgot. hmm.. but if its a girl i'll have to change it...





i don't think my background has ever been more appropriate :D

Friday, October 17, 2008

hello to the world

random thoughts:

- i got a fever the day after i came back from camp sabros. it came along with this grinding headache but it went away after i practically drowned myself with cold water. it really works you know. :D


- finally able to get some rest today. i was in bed most of the morning with a bag of chips reading eleven minutes. **relaxation**

- ooh! listened to beyonce's "if i were a boy" yesterday. i'm totally addicted! i love the music video as well :D it's kinda sad..

- november 4! PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS! never been this excited for elections before. really. who're you for? barack obama all the wayyy :D i watched this video today of david letterman and john mccain. it was hilarious. john mccain ditched david letterman's interview so he could be interviewed by CBS News and david letterman was really pi**ed becausee john mccain told him couldn't go to his interview because he was "suspending his campaign in order to solve economic problems". and david letterman being all david letterman really reacted to that. the stuff he said was hilarious but it did make sense though. Clickie here for the video. :D


- hmm.. another song i've been listening to alot lately. love bug by the jonas brothers. it's catchy :D


- gossip girl should hurry up and release its other episodes.


- i finally have microsoft office! hahaha, thanks vina for the help xD oh and thanks to to krit's dad for installing it and everything. hahaha


- you know what? when i was younger, i used to enjoy writing fictional stories about everything and anything. from school stuff to friends to horses to boys. sweet valley high stuff. HAHAHA. xD i always had a bunch of unfinished stories because i never exactly knew how to end them.. la lang, haven't written a story for fun in years (literally) and now that i have microsoft office.. hahaha, i feel like writing stories again. :) who knows, maybe i'll actually finish one this time.


- ooh, my initial plan for sembreak was to relax and do a lot of reading. yeah, i borrowed a lot of books (thanks jm and deyah! haha) and i've barely started but the other dayy.. we were talking about that FSO exam. it's a hard hard HARD test and it's years away but my future all depends on that one alkdjf;ad exam. no, of course i can still become successful even if i don't pass that exam but it'll be easier to achieve what i want to achieve if i get to pass that one exam. so! like what john did that one boring summer i might actually try and memorize the capitals of the world.. you guys don't understand how many times i missed a question in my IS211 exams last sem because i didn't know the capital!! hahaha


- hmm.. there's also this other part on the FSO exam where you have to translate everything into another language. (yes, i know this is still about the FSO exam when this is supposed to be a different thought but lemme finish) so you know what my goal is? to learn french, german, spanish and maybe italian and be fluent in all of them (maybe that's too ambitious?) before i reach 30!! but yeah. its worth a try :D



and finallyyyyyyy


- EX! hahaha, wanna help me with french? there's this girl who teaches french here but she charges A-LOT! really. i want to learn french but i'm not that desperate. yet. :D haha




Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Camp Sabros

i started off the sembreak by going off to camp sabros (with maureen, jm, edz, irene, eula, jehn and lanie!). it was incredible! :D so because i feel like writing alot i'm going to enumerate everything. haha

so camp sabros:

- slept really late (1am) because of the movie marathon (have you ever tried white cheddar microwave popcorn? i never did until then! it's soooo good. :D)
- meeting place was at my house so by 6:30am everyone was here (yes, we were that excited).
- jm cooked the adobo. oh yeah, we cooked (well, "we" meaning edz and jm actually.. but we did help! haha) all our meals! so we brought everything we thought we might need. chopping board, knives, spoon and forks (or chokorla.. hahaha, edz way of saying it if i got that right), plates, cups, pork, chicken, seasonings, toyo and vinegar.. yep, you name it. haha, we had no idea what to expect so we came prepared.
- road trip! i kind of slept through most of it though because i slept late.. but when we arrived at digos i was wide awake! :)
- digos city: we stopped at the market (no not the supermarket, the market market where you get all the fresh fish and everything) and bought rice, fish, coal and a bunch of other stuff.
- katapagan (kapatagan?? kapatagan i think): yeah, so we finally started going up real high and it started getting real cold. we accidentally went past the entrance so we had to backtrack.. but we found it eventually :D
- the van couldn't go up the small, steep dirt road going to camp sabros so we had to walk the rest of the way. it was tiring! well, irene road the motorcycle going up and mau and jm rode the donkey! i mean the horse.. hahaha, and the rest of us had to walk up. thank god it was cold though or we would've been sweating like crazy when we finally arrived.
- we finally got to camp sabros! it was so nice. secluded and quiet and on top of the world. haha, and the owner of the place was soo nice and friendly. omgosh, you know what? it got so cold to the point that mist started coming out of our mouths when we talked! edz and i were going crazy with the whole mist thing. HAHAHA
- ZIPLINING! i have to do that again. we went on the 380m zipline twice and on the 400m zipline once. i liked the 400m zipline the best. you go soooo fast :D and the forest is there laid out below you and it feels like your flying. haha it was awesome :)
- played basketball! haha, with the uneven ground it was still loadsa fun. :D jm and i against lanie and jehn. jehn's fakes were hilarious! i think we looked a bit drunk though cuz we couldn't stop laughing the whole way through. we won then i had a one-on-one with jm but i lost.. hahaha, rematch!
- at night we had a bonfire. we brought the marshmallows and everything. :D i was so excited that when i went to get the marshmallows on the table i tripped and fell down. i was literally sprawled on the floor. see how hyperness it not good for me. gosh. a few people helped me up, i couldnt tell though cuz i was laughing so hard. i don't think an adventure is complete without me falling flat on my face or ripping my pants into two. **goes red with embarrassment** hahaha
- mau and i drank milk while sitting next to the bonfire while the rest watched "Iisa pa lamang" haha, i think that was it anyway. it was so comfy sitting next to the bonfire with a glass of milk in ur hand and the cold air being warded off by the flames. i couldnt roast marshmallows though.. it was too hot. haha
- kuya sabros gave us free pizza! and it was sooo good. with all its melted cheesey goodness. THEN we gathered around a table near the bonfire and had drinks and marshmallows (edz went crazy with the whole roasted marshmallows thing. well, she didnt roast it at the bonfire cuz it was too hot so she went to the oven thing in the kitchen and roasted it there. hahaha, she couldnt get enough of the stuff:D) and we talked of topics literally from A to Z. well, i think we finished somewhere around "M".. hahah, lanie, irene, mau, jm and i were the only people who stayed up. the rest of the people were too sleepy. having heart-to-heart talks can get pretty interesting. hahaha :)
- oh yeah!! i learned how to tie a cherry stem with my mouth! hahaha, cuz we had a whole jar of cherries and i kept on trying until i finally did it:D they say your a good kisser if you can do that but what the heck, how would i know.. hahaha
- next day we were supposed to have free ziplining cuz kuya said he'd let us go ziplining for free but there wasn't any time. :( so we took a bunch of pictures and walked down that steep dirty small road to the van (it was soo much easier walking down that road than going up)
- on the way back we bought fruit! then went back to my house where we watched semi-pro and ate marang.. then they all went home :)


gosh, i wish we could do that all over again. after they left i fell asleep at 4pm and woke up at 8:30, ate dinner then went back to sleep and woke up at 9:30. haha, and now it's lunch time but i still want to go back to sleep.

you know what? still doesn't feel like sembreak.. can you believe i still have to write a reflection paper for phil con then next week its our pre-evaluation for all I.S. students?? grawr. i have no idea if i can rest. I still have to avail for a driver's license and talk to tita dedeng about krit's debut. whaddaheck.



oh well, its sembreak people!! off to read eleven minutes :D

Sunday, October 12, 2008

it's official :]

Now that we've finally finished the extempo, speech choir, OST performance and intermission number (despite our forgetting the steps and looking pretty much like idiots on stage it was F.U.N. :D) it is now OFFICIALLY the start of sembreak! woohooo!

you know, it's really rewarding to have all your sweat and hard work actually pay off in the end. for the past couple of days my classmates have been at my house working our butts off for that english culimination night with the nursing section. It was noisy, hilarious, loud, fun but really really tiring. I'm just glad I can rest now. :)

why migel and hyperness DO NOT go well together

Yeah, so my classmates were at my house last friday practicing for our intermission number (oh my dayum, this is my jayum... partying till the ay-em! hahaha) and during one of our breaks i was feeling all hyper (wretched word) and wanted to do a cartwheel! because you know, cartwheels are fun. So there I was with mychel about to do a cartwheel. so i did a cartwheel. but then... BUT THEN! as i lifted my legs up in the air i heard a huge **RIPPPPPP** and when i came back down my pants were practically ripped into two. so there i was on the floor trying to act like my pants hadn't ripped but mychel was laughing so hard so i couldn't help laughing too. HAHAHAHA, yes, i laugh to hide the shame.xD but seriously, that was embarrassing. hahaha, i don't know why i have an irritatingly consistent tendency to humiliate myself. thank god though we were at my house, so i was able to change real fast. so from now on i'm going to resist giving into my hyper.. uhh.. "urges"? and CONTROL MYSELF (yes, caps to further emphasize my determination. haha) in order to prevent future stupidity and humiliation on my part. aackk like that's going to work.. hahahaha :D


hmmm.. yesterday I came home from the whole english thing and even though i was real tired I ended up staying up until 3:45am. grawr, nikki and her weird habits of being online at the oddest hours. the weird thing though was that i woke up at 8am and couldnt go back to sleep! a;lkdfja;ld, i still feel tired now but I already tried sleeping and I can't for some weird reason. where's the hot cocoa when you need it?




allana, javi, yeo, romina, vina, jess, christel, j9, baba, SHANE, bebe (even though only like 3 of you read my blog:P hahaha) we HAVE to hang out during sembreak okay??? sleepover! :D hahaha

Friday, October 10, 2008

what is it with dreams?

what is it with dreams that can make them so diverse and so utterly confusing? There are nights where i dream of things that have happened to me. yes, i understand these, a simple recall of the events that have happened to me that day probably because they were still on my mind as I fell asleep. There are others that are so weird, like dragging a donkey out of a mall with only a towel wrapped aorund myself, that when i wake up all i can do is shrug and go on with my day; dreams where a bunch of unrelated things are put together in a very interesting scene that makes no sense. There are dreams though that bring into startling clarity problems that have been festering at the back of my mind; problems i hadn't known existed until then. It's kind of scary. Have you ever had those dreams that seem so jam-packed with action and emotions such as fear and anticipation that when you wake up your limbs feel weak and you still feel tired? Ok, so maybe you haven't. I have though on more than one occasion. I wonder why it's like that though.

Other dreams are helpful in a way. There was this one time I had to do the opening remarks for this presentation we had and I wasn't quite sure what to say infront of everyone. That night, I had a vivid dream of me practicing infront of my classmates and teacher (the weird part was that we were in a jeepney heading to some place.. probably barangay talomo since that was where we had our presentation) and even though i woke up LATE (yeah, i tend to do that :D) I already had the speech mapped and formed in my head and i felt... ready. Weird huh?

so yeah, another entry about dreams. I woke up today with the pillow all damp and the taste of my own tears on my lips. it was definitely unsettling so I decided to write. haha :] grawr, i hate it when that happens. the dream was really long too like a movie, but i won't get into that because this post is already too long and i have to get ready for practice! :)



i guess the whole concept of how dreams work will forever elude me.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

its over

1st sem. finally o.v.e.r.! but im still kind of afraid of what the results will be.. but what the heck its sembreak so lets partehhhy! :D haha

darn it still have to go to school.

slep 13 hours today :D 7pm to 8am. gosh, i was that tired.
i lost my voice. haha, i think its all the stress. its coming back though :D

ooh ooh, if you have nothing to do watch:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yeb9E2YlyVA.


so funny :D (so proud too! haha)





does anyone know how to sing "bed of roses"? i think it goes something like beeddd of rosesss.. but tonight nah nah nah.. bed of nailsss! hmm.. something like that.



:D

Monday, September 29, 2008

im so emo.

NOT xD hahaha

well, i was a couple of days ago because for some reason the teachers seemed to think that we had endless time on our hands and i was bombarded with stuff to do i couldn't even think straight. it was so frustrating. I still have a bunch of stuff to do now, but for some reason i'm happy because everythings working out. it's funny how some people can brighten your day like that. :)

sooo nowww, im minimizing my procrastination by writing on this blog because after this i'm going to write my reviewer for phil con, do my pol sci homework, write in my filipino journal, read the newspaper and study for theo! yes, im not going to procrastinate anymore! tihihi xD

my mum and i had such a random conversation today:

migel: MUMMY!! :D
mum: what do you want for your birthday?
migel: eh?
mum: a balloon?

hahahaha xD it was so random. well, she said she's going to give me a balloon and a kiss for my birthday (no idea why she's thinking of my birthday when it's like 6 months away). haha, that'll be fine with me :D

ooh ooh! another conversation.. with nikki! we hadnt chatted in ages:

migel: ... i want to go to manila!
nikki: i know. u should hurry up and get here mumu
nikki: gosh
migel: aww, ur nickname for me is so cute
nikki: mumu ... Migel's Unfortunately a Monkey Ugh

HAHAHAH!




gosh, how i miss my family.



no more procrastination!!!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

im going to create my own galaxy

in my is212 class, my teacher puts a star next to the name of whoever recites and because i barely recited during prelims i got a ;aldskfj low grade sooo, during midterms! i only recited twice.. yeah, i dont like to recite... but but but but during prefinals nowww, yes now, im going to create my galaxy :D yes, a huge humongous, shiny galaxy of green stars around my name on that tattered seat plan paper of hers. yeah

is211 today (not is212, is211-intro to i.s.) was sooooooooo funny. my teacher walked in with only a pack of index cards with her.. that meant only one thing: surprise oral graded recitation. naturally, we all exclaimed and everything. before she started she smiled that innocent but deadly smile of hers (she's one of my favorite teachers, but she has the tendency to be extremely tough when you least expect it) and told us we were going to have a oral graded recitation. doi, no surprise there. but before she started she asked if we had any questions for the semester pilot project we've been doing called "philippine citizen" (its about fixing a problem in the community and creating our own policies and presenting it at the barangay hall with all the stakeholders present.. yeah, but anyway, that's another topic). yeah.. actually, it was obvious we didn't have ANY questions at all, but then we were all shooting questions at her and she answered them and when there was finally a pause she began "ok, if that's all.." then someone suddenly called out: "maam, how can we perceive this project in the international studies perspective?" it was so totally random. then everyone started asking questions again. no no, but we had a method of asking questions.. uh-huh, uh-huh :D we wouldnt throw all the questions at once but ask the questions slowllyyyy. so we'd let the teacher take her time in answering one question then when she was done we'd ask her another question.. then another.. then another.. until 11:45 when she turned to the side of the class where 2 people were avidly memorizing the different treaties out loud (hahahaha!) and said: "you can stop that now, we dont have time to have an oral recitation". the class went WILD. hahahaha, woohoo, well, at least we know there'll be an oral recitation on friday :D

my daddy's back! he's so awesome :D whippeeeeeee



do you hear me? im talking to you.. across the waterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, across the deep blue.. oceaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (LSS!!!) xD

Monday, September 08, 2008

i flew today :D

and nearly fell flat on my back if it weren't for the railings next to me. stupid high heels. haha

i found out something last week. Last week was a hectic week. no, i dont think hectic begins to cover it, but yeah, it was real stressful. from sunday to thursday i slept a MAXIMUM of 2 hours every night. just so much to do and little time to do it in. anyhoo, so about my realization! i realized that i get all emo if i dont get enough sleep! sunday i slept at 2am, monday i slept at 3 and woke up at 5, tuesday i slept from 12 to 2 and was awake for the rest of the day.. hmm.. by wednesday, i was getting delirious so i slept at 6pm and woke up at 8:30 cause i was afraid i'd oversleep and not be able to study. well, by wednesdayyy when i started studying i felt all EMO! hahaha, i wanted to cry and i didn't really have a reason to except for all the stress. by thursday night though i managed to sleep 10 hours and then i was ok again :D i guess it was my body reacting to the lack of sleep.. i'll try and not do that again.

/.editie./
omgoshhh!! you guysss... something really freaky just happened... i was listening to the music on my laptop and then one song came up. "I kissed a girl" by katy perry and i was thinking to myself "ooh! i like this song!" and i waited for it to play only i couldnt hear anything so i put the volume up. and then i realized it was someone else singing! without the background music. a girl who was recording herself while singing.. she was trying to sound sultry and everything.. the scary thing though is that i don't recognize the voice!! i mean, i put all the songs on here so i should know.. and it doesn't sound like anyone i know either :S:S:S wadaheck, where the heck did it come from?? oh wait.. hold on.. oh ok, i know where it came from :D phew.. that was kinda scary.. it came from the songs i got from my friend. doesn't sound like her though..
the voice is still creepy :S at least i know where it came from though
/.end editie./


anyhoooo, gotta get studying for my FINAL EXAM for the midterms!!! political science pa jud. yechh. hahahaha xD

romina, im emo na!! hahaha, atik lang ui. im not emo :D magemo lang ako kung wala koy tulog.. hahaha xD




tamala's jealous of this black labrador called chubby. it's so funny to watch. :]

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

my minds all muddled like a rainwater puddle

so it's school again.. and i finally finished my english speech choir thank god! all the panic attacks and **maka-high** moments because of all the rugby used (i don't know how people can get high on rugby, just gave me this awful headache). hahaha, romina saw a small picture of what i went through. :D but in the end it was all worth it. my group mates did amazingly well! woohoo! yay us! xD

ooh, earlier today before i had to go to sm i was listening to the radio and boyceavenue was playing!! i could recognize his voice anywhere. he was playing "bleeding love" :D my gosh, so they've gotten on the radio now have they? that's so amazing :) i also heard another one of their songs on the radio but the title has eluded me temporarily.. oh well, still cool they've gotten this far :)

so i STILL don't know what my grade is in political science... sir said he already has the grades and it's driving me insane because he knows it and i.. ;laksjdf;lkajdf.. DONT. uggh, my life (ok, not my life, but the life of my grades) is precariously balanced on a thin line between OK and NOT okay.. aack!

hmm.. i'm super duper tired.. as in really.. but! i had one more topic in mind.. i kind of forgot about it now.. hmmmm... i don't remember :S maybe it's because i'm tired.. but i have this feeling that i really wanted to talk about it.. but now, i dont remember.. aah

oh well, i think the solitude has gotten to me. yesterday, while i was getting dressed i realized i was actually talking to myself! as in really.. it creeps me out. : thank god i have tamala.. i can talk to her and pretend she's listening to me. BUT! this taste of independence is actually kind of thrilling... to know that you actually have the freedom to test out the dark waters that were once prohibited is exhilirating. what's more exhilirating though is the fact that with the barriers gone, with no more restrictions, i have the chance to find out who i really am. for one thing, i realize that no matter how hard anyone tries to influence me, i have this strong unwavering perspective when it comes to smoking. even though i respect those who do choose to smoke, i've realized with a shocking clarity that i dont want to smoke. ever. i do have the chance to try it out one day and maybe i will, you never know, but now, i have no inclination to want to do anything like that. nonewhatsoever. haha. and i've figured out other things too like how i enjoy being alone at home with a good book to read, or the fact that i've sort of adjusted to this life of newfound responsibilities and though it looked daunting at first, taking on the responsibilities that were on the capable shoulders of my sister before she left to manila isn't as hard as i thought it'd be. :D gosh, this feeling of competence is something. haha


SLEEPOVER DURING SEMBREAK! can't wait xD



HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HANNICA!! LOVE YOU! oxox

Saturday, August 16, 2008

dedicated to him :)


it's the end of fiesta! and with fiesta in mind there's always another event that comes along.. so! i decided to write a poem :D

i pray

i look at the sky
cool and majestic
i close my eyes
and wish you were here.

my thoughts all jumbled
trying to make sense
of what used to be
and now, current reality

i remember the pain
the surreal feeling of loss
the agony of not knowing why
and then.. peaceful closure

the wind picks up
tells me a secret messaage
i open my eyes
and smile

with the wind's whispers
thanking God, i begin to pray
somewhere, somehow... i know
you're doing okay.





i miss you lolo.
happy 1st year of being in heaven. :)


Thursday, August 14, 2008

broken... love?

i've realized that this generation has a very tragic perception of love. i was reading a person's blog a few weeks ago and it was all about (yes, you guessed it) love. only, the poems were sad and heart-breaking and the stories always had more or less the same ending:

"...and he left her forever."

Watching the dance showdown yesterday only deepened my belief that teenagers nowadays feel that love will always end with unbearable hurt or pain. I mean seriously, i lost count to how many dances ended with the guy walking away leaving the girl in anguished despair or vice versa. what happened to the butterflies-in-your-tummy-light-headed-feeling-giddy kind of love? does that still exist? or has our world tumbled into a black hole of nothingness and despair? i certainly hope not or me and orlando bloom will never stand a chance.



:D

oh well, it was just something i had to point out... teenagers need hope man!



ooh, here's a quote for you:
"To dare is to lose one's footing temporarily. To not dare is to lose oneself."
- Soren Kierkegaard

written at the back of the philosophy shirts :D thanks khal!





**walleee tomorrow!** :D:D

Monday, August 11, 2008

1st day of solitude

the office is spick-and-span.

the bed is made up.

clothes aren't strewn all over the room.

no more incessant guitar strumming into the night.

the bed-sofa has actually been put upright.

no more off-tune singing.

the bathroom lights haven't been left on.

no distractions when studying

no more shouting

or weird sleeping habits

or being constantly bossed around

it's peaceful.

absolute tranquility.



just me








oh how i despise solitude.

fiestaa xD

it's 2:25 am and i have school in the morning! haha, well, at the moment i have a gazillion things running through my mind so you know what that means? enumeration time! haha

1) fiesta! wooohoo, ka.excited na gud ako para sa fiesta.. pero alam mo gud? di ko makasali sa parade. :( as in! i'm in charge of the whooziwhatsits or whatever.. the lighting for the dance showdown! oh well, it's still going to be funnn :D

2) my sisters are leaving tomorrow :( or today! cuz it's 2:25am. hahaha, ay ui. oh well, i'll just go crazy during fiesta, maybe that way i won't notice that they're gone. haha......... yeah right.

3) omgosh, my camera! i have to get it back from my uncle tita flora! (yes, we call him tita flora for obvious reasons). but i think he's in cebu. :S oh no oh no oh noooo

4) english speech choir! now i know how lex and alyssa felt when they were put in charge of the whole presentation thing for the contests back in addu high.. it's nerve-racking! i just had to go do rock-paper-scissors with the other group person.. now i'm incharge of the whole speech choir thing (you guys know "the congo"??? its supposedly a chant) and if they do badly then that means i suck as a leader, which i already know but i dont want other people knowing that.. hahahahhaa, atik lang, it's just scary, i don't know how it's going to turn out yet.. tabangi ko lord (hahaha, i learned that in nstp!! woohoo)

5) nstp! omgosh, did you know it's like an hour drive from school all the way to gawad kalinga in calinan?? i slept on the jeepney cuz it was sooo long... but the place was really peaceful! it had rice fields and everything and the air wasn't polluted and it was actually pretty cool. it was relaxing :D

6) uhh.. omgosh, i'm blank now

7) right! it's 2:32 on the laptop clock and i should probably be going to bed.. and my sisters are supposed to be packing but they're not :D maybe i could put a knives in their hand carries or something so they wouldn't be let through.. hmmmm. :D

no, don't worry, im not that crazy. omgosh, i just remembered! i have a number 8!!

8) last friday.. with my stupid high heels I alksdjfa;lskdjfaksld tripped!! not the kind where you sort of slide or something and it's all over in a matter of seconds. noooo, it's the type where you literally fly in the air and you're just about to land on ur knees but because of some miracle you still manage to land (unsteadily i might add) on ur 2 feet. yeah, my room was facing the the elevators and the floor outside the door was elevated like about an inch or two so you had to step just a little bit higher in order to pass. well, you know clumsy lil ol' me, i saw 2 of my classmates come out of the elevator and started walking towards them so i could say hi (yes, im annoying that way.. hahaha) when my shoe slammed right into that elevated floor part and i FLEWWWWWW in the air and landed on my feet but my upper body was bent forward and my arms were waving wildly trying to gain balance which i eventually did but not before my 2 classmates and a few other people inside the class (thank god the other people were too busy doing their own thing to notice) saw me trip.

now whenever i see the 2 classmates of mine they have that hahaha-i-know-what-happened-on-the-5th-floor kind of smile. yes, it was indeed a wonderful experience. not. hahaha, gosh, i wish i wasn't so clumsy.


hmm. that more or less raps (wraps??) it up :D



soo many movies i have to watch: harry potter, wall-e, twilight. oh and gossip girl in september! woohoo! only that's not a movie but anyways xD

Monday, August 04, 2008

poker soothes me

all the teachers have decided to show our prelim grades this week. i don't know why. they're just sadistic people who like giving grades all at once so they could watch their students suffer from massive depression and heart attacks. or maybe it's because the deadline to submitting the prelim grades is this week. no, but i believe the other reason is more plausible.

hahaha, no, but seriously, i am a;lkdfjalksdjf a;sd scared for my prelim grades. i've been severely slacking off to the point where i had to pull an all-nighter... TWICE! and i don't know if that helped at all. surprisingly though, my IS211 grade was ok... thank god for the realist, liberal and marxist theoretical perspectives!! but my PS212 subject on the other hand (vina, help meee!! switch nalang tayo beh :D hahahah)... gak, im friggin scarrreeddddd. :(( lord help me.


you know what i'm going to do? i'm going to play poker. :D because poker soothes me and it's oh-so-fun without having to use real money.

you know what? using a camera under water is oh-so-thrilling :D i'm like **puts camera in water** "ok, it's so going to breakkkkkkk" **takes it out of water** "aack, it didn't! it's still working! yihihihihihihi, let's do it againnnnn". the technology now-a-days simply astounds me :D



can you say ignorant?? hahaha


Sunday, August 03, 2008

100th post!!

it's 1am and my legs hurt like crazy and i want to sleep. but tada! insomnia. gung's playing the guitar and nikki's using the internet. anyhooo, saturday! whataday, whataday. twas really fun ^^

7:00am - woke up to kristine laughing at me cuz i was apparently sleeping "weird". hahaha, she's so mean

9:30am - left the house and went to school by taxi. did ya know that there's a 10peso increase to taxi fares?? yeah, you have to pay an additional 10 pesos to whatever the fare is. they have an official seal and everything. haha, but! my day started pretty well cause the taxi didn't have a seal or anything so i didn't have to pay the additional 10 pesos!

10:00am - PE! gak, pe.. so like, i'm not really good at serving... i don't even know how to play volleyball very well! but with the help of john (thank you john!) i got 4.. out of 5! woohoo, yeah, pe's fun :D

1:30 - 4-30pm - blech, nstp. next week though we're going to the gawad kalinga community or something.. sounds like real fun! :D i have a paper filled with bisaya sayings and everything.. (thanks mau! haha)

5:00pm - started the ever so long walk from school to my house!! seriously. why? because i was dared to, and i like to walk so i did it! and now my legs hurt :S oh the painnn... but no, i really enjoyed myself actually, because i walked! plus its always fun to walk with company. haha

6:45pm - arrived home!! it nearly took 2 hours man.. you wouldn't believe how much water i drank after the whole thing! o.O

8:00pm - slept! cuz i was tired from all the walking.. i woke up at around 10.. hahaha

11:00pm - kristine finally gathered enough courage to try her camera in water! yay gung! :)

and now it's 1:30! and i have a bunch of stuff to study tomorrow for monday.. oh well.. fiesta is coming up! :) im excited. tralalalala





i know it's only august..... but i can't wait to watch TWILIGHT!! ^^ tihihi

Saturday, July 26, 2008

happy day :]

i've watched the DARK KNIGHT 3 times now... hahaha, and each time i still can't seem to see heath ledger behind all that war paint on his face! he was that awesome. you know, after a while you kind of notice that there are parts in the movie that the audience really reacts to. i find it hilarious watching the audience watch the movie: at the shocking parts, the people actually jump! hahaha, there was this small boy infront of us who jumped so high he actually blocked the screen from me for a split second! hahaha, and there are parts where the audience gives a collective "ooooooooooooh" and "aaaaaaaaaaaaah". and there were parts where some people actually clapped! the audience was like a mini-movie! i promise, it was hilarious.
so today. is a HAPPY day :D i don't know why, probably because my dad's here, but for some reason, this day has been really really happy. it's like i'm GLOWING with the happiness. :D hahahaha, gosh, maybe cause we had a huge family day (w/o mum though :[ ) and we haven't had that in a looong while. you know what? i'm DEAD tired now. really. i slept at 3am yesterday and had class today at 10am, so i woke up at 8:30... and i've been out the whole day but i don't want to go to sleep because i want to bask in this happy atmosphere that i'm in :D the only ones missing now is my mum and tamala (gak.. where IS tamala??) happy happy dayyy :D
alllana i want to see your siberian hamster!! :D:D
im going to look for tamala now.

Monday, July 21, 2008

like a deflated baloooon

i have one more exam left and i'm free! for the time being at least. gosh, i'm so exhausted, but i still have to do a bunch of stuff and study for that one exam. ONE! (don't you love that word? you know what's better though? ZERO :] )



tralalala, so earlier before my GACP meeting (which yeo and i sneaked out of after a while.. hahaha! we're the best sneakers ever.. ???) i had nothing to do for a whole hour so i went to netopia and surfed the net... i listened to doushite!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA, gosh, the influence my friends have on me. i love the song though, i truly do. i looked at the lyrics and i was trying to say the words so if the song was like this: --------------, i was like: --a-dfadsfasdf-=a-df-asdf-asdfa. if you get what i mean :D yeah no, i have no idea what that means actually, just having fun with the keyboard. :] well, anyway, i couldnt pronounce the words! they stressed out the parts i didn't and vice versa so it was a huge mess but i still had fun singing (in my head mind you, i was in netopia with total strangers.. i dont want them to start thinking im a raving lunatic) it. hehe :]


despite my exhaustion, i feel like its been a WONDERFUL day :D really. maybe it's because i woke up to the sound of the rain outside. it was really really loud! coming down as if it were trying to flood the place. i LOVED it! hahaha, yeah, some people wouldn't've (??) but the rain just seems to wake me up. if it wasn't raining i most probably would've fallen asleep during the exam because of the humidity. but luckily! it was raining :D:D:D:D










hmm.. i can't decide whether my sense of elation is coming from my exhaustion or from the fact that it rained earlier... oh well, doesn't matter :]





SHMAYLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!
















we're going to watch dark knight on wednesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. tralalalala

Friday, July 18, 2008

avatar and a few other stuff



i watched avatar!!!!!!! the 16th episode i think.. south raiders!! yeah, its good, real good :) i dont have the energy to write all hyper today even though i want to. i guess i haven't slept off the hours i missed when i pulled off an all nighter the day before yesterday. yeah i did! can you believe it? i didn't sleep at alll O.o if it wasn't for my sisters im sure i wouldn't have been able to do it. since they're all nocturnal and everything they were able to wake me up when i dozed off and stuff.
yeah, so why didn't i sleep at all the the whole night the other day? hmmmm... EXAMS!! political science and philippine constitution specifically :S i had a BUNCH of chapters to read and me with my procrastinating disorder i didn't do it till really late... i guess it being exams hadn't hit me at the time.. i know! i'm real slow.. but now! i'm ready for exams :D cuz i have that whole exam feeling going on, you know that feeling where you want to be well prepared for exams but still be able to sleep early?? no? well, ever since that night i didn't sleep at all (well, i dozed off for a few minutes at times.. hahaha) that feeling has stuck with me... its a good feeling!! really, doesn't make you want to procrastinate and cram.. i don't know what it's called but i call it the exam feeling :D:D:D (no please don't say it... i know i'm crazy)


ooh ooh! omgosh i had another weird conversation with my sister today!! hahaha^^

**nikki's half asleep (she probably slept at 7am cuz she's nocturnal)**
if she wasn't id be seriously worried...

migel: nikki, can you drop me off to school or should i take a taxi?
nikki: **groans** ..... **mumble mumble**
migel: nikki! can you drop me?
nikki: let the **mumble mumble**
migel: huh??
nikki: let the twins drop you...
migel: huh? what twins??
nikki: the twins...
migel: nikki.. ur talking rubbish
nikki: let the twins drop you
migel: ok.. ill just go by taxi :D
nikki: ok... let the twins **mumble mumble**







the end. :]

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

and the anxiety hits the roof... yet again



its exams again and everyone around me is studying and i'm thinking "omgosh, why is everyone in study mode???!" i'm freaking out because everyone seems so busy and i'm here clueless as to what to study for. people have already had some of their exams while my teachers haven't even told us when our exams are taking place.. **hyperventilating** ok fine, so some of them have actually (they're next week) but that's besides the point.. my prelims are going doooowwwwnn :[ i mean, the grading system doesn't really rely on quizzes and stuff like it used to, a larger percentage relies on recitation and speaking up and stuff and i have this aversion to speaking in front of the class.. which brings me to my public speaking exam tomorrow! even just thinking about it makes my heart race in that oh-no-im-going-to-faint sort of feeling. oh no oh no oh no ohnohnohnohnohno... this is ridiculous, i have to get over this stupid fear of mine.. oh gosh, but im really nervous.. eek, lord help me.







i do NOT want to know how my grades are going to turn out :S

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

reading is bad


no, don't start disagreeing with me yet. i shall elaborate.

yesterday i was so engrossed with the book i was reading (ECLIPSE: the 3rd magnificent book of Edward Cullen and Bella Swan!! **sigh**) that i literally couldn't put it down despite the fact that i had a DEBATE and a QUIZ to get ready for the next day. so i tried to study around 9:30 only to find myself reading the book 5 minutes later. even as my feelings of impending disaster grew with each page i turned, i simply could not put the book DOWN. when i finally stopped because my eyes were starting to sting it was 1 am in the morning!! i told myself though not to panic because my class didn't start until 11 the next day so i just decided to wake up earlier than usual. so waking up early i did but i didn't do anything productive (because of that darn book) till around 930am and that was when i was seriously starting to freak out because my debate was in an hour and 30 minutes and i had nothing substantial prepared so i was seriously SERIOUSLY freaking out (not to mention my quizzz). luckily though, sir pancho (god bless him!) decided to move the debate for next meeting and i was able to cram during the 30 min break between my 2 classes and in the end the quiz was fine. but no, the whole **freaking out** part was so unnecessary and i hated feeling more stressed than i actually had to because i was so unprepared, so i have vowed to myself never to do anything remotely as stupid as what i did last night. its so disconcerting to know things could've gone.. you know, calmer. ok, so maybe reading isn't bad, it's just my bad procrastinating self again causing all the unnecessary stress. so moral of the story: DON'T PROCRASTINATE NO MATTER HOW GOOD THE BOOK IS!

and i shall never do it again. ever.




95th post!! ^^

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

NEW MOON

so there's a kitty on my blog now if you haven't noticed. decided to changed the penguins for the kitty because it's so darn cute! (don't deny it, even if you don't like cats or you just happen to have a painful incident involving a cat, you still have to admit the kitty's cute ^^) ooh, and you know what? there's a cool "subscribe" button thing on the address bar!! no idea how it go there, probably was an added bonus for getting the kitty but i still think it's super cool.

so 'say it again'. by marie digby. been listening to it now for what seems like forever and i can't seem to get enough it. i lurve it! ^^

ok, yes, so to the meaning of my title!! omgosh, NEW MOOON!!! the sequel to TWILIGHT! yes, so i borrowed it from my friend since she hasn't read the first book yet, so here i am reveling in the glory of what is now the 2nd magnificent book of Edward Cullen and Bella Swan!!! **HUMONGOUS SIGH** it's sooo good, i never knew vampire books could be so.. addicting ^^ hahaha, so if you haven't read it, TWILIGHT (yes, it deserves to be written in capitals) is a
must read. plus, there's a movie coming out!! can't wait for the movieeeeeee ^^ haven't been this excited in a while. GOSH! see what a simple book can dooooo to me


anyhoo! got to finish my homework.. :[ (vampire frown! wahahaha) after that, my dear, dear, dear book, you are
mineeee. :] (vampire smile!! gak, i should seriously stop now)





ooh ooh! didja know?? i'm thinking of working thanks to vinaaa!! :D

Sunday, June 29, 2008

total blah-ness

have you ever had an instance where you were seriously expecting something not to happen even though you really wanted it to so you're there preparing yourself for the inevitable disappointment then to be told that it is going to happen so you change your mindset and become very excited only to be told that it really isn't going to happen and since it was all sudden, you didn't have time to prepare yourself and in the end your crushed by the disappointment you were actually preparing yourself for in the first place? (i hope that made sense, i tried to make it as sensible as possible) ughh. i hate it when that happens. i hate the way it feels and the way it makes your day feel all wrong and gloomy for some reason. (and for no use of a better word) it's definitely sucky.




so here i am, trying to cheer myself up by writing on my blog (golly, i do have peculiar ways of cheering myself up) hmm.. my dad gave kristine a camera as an advanced birthday present and we've been having masses of fun with it. it's waterproof (like vina's!) only my sister's too afraid to try it out in water. i guess i would be too if the camera was mine, but it's not so obviously i really want to try it out. we've been experimenting
with the macro shot application (macro shots are so cool) and our favourite objects of interest so far have been tamala, nature, tamala, objects and incriminating pics of each other looking weird, blank or downright funny. nikki has the tendency to take millions of pics of me when i'm sleeping because, to be honest, i look extremely scary (i am not going to explain for the sake of our friendship) and i usually end up waking up at the wee hours of the morning (nikki's nocturnal) to her bellows of laughter.



oh, yes, i have something else to share. i finally have my first solo-video on youtube! kristine posted it (with my permission of course though i do have to say i was half-asleep when i said yes) and it is embarrassingggg... so maybe one day when my dignity is not intact and alcohol & drugs rule my life, maybe one day, i'll have the courage to show it to you, but as for now it shall remain as just another video on youtube of a crazy nameless girl doing crazy things at 2am in the morning.

ooh another thing that definitely cheered me up: it just started to rain. :) yes, i love rain, especially if it's only light rain because it's so relaxing to listen too..

hmm... so that's about it :) i think i cheered myself up pretty well actually (for the fact that i didn't resort to chocolates is pretty amazing)





Friday, June 13, 2008

school! im excited for school!

yes! school started! i don't know why i'm happy but i am.. hahaha, the different classes and teachers and stuff... there was one teacher that was talking about how by 3rd year there's usually less than 30 IS students! yeah, so that's kind of scary but when she was talking about the FSO exam and everything (i forgot what FSO stands for..) it was really excitingg :D:D:D i really want to learn spanish!! yes, i do. i do. spanish is funnn xD basta, her talk about IS was real inspiring. makamotivate :D hahaha

so today is another day; a day today where there will be a way to do something today today!! yehey :D ok, so i saw vina and romina and yeo today!! :D yehey. la lang, it's weird that i don't see vina and romina together because they're like always together but now they're not because they're not classmates and it's kind of weird.. so yeh :D

hmm.. my classes! i feel like talking about my teachers because they're different from last year and some of them are really kind of scary.. so yeah! on to my teacherssss


1. Philippine Constitution: Mr. Excubido - ok, one word for my 1st impression of him. SCARY!!!!! he actually looks like a friendly guy at first but when he starts talking you get real intimidated.. "For all you latecomers (i was a latecomer cause i enrolled late) if you come to me saying that you were not aware of the rules and policies that i had stated during the 1st day of class then that's bullsh** (yes, he really said it) as my student i expect you to be fully aware of my expectations, rules and policies. If you don't like me or my policies then good there's still time to drop my subject; I don't care" **GULP** so i paraphrased a few parts (i didn't actually memorize it) but yeah, that's basically it. hahaha, scary!! but they say he's a real good teacher so i'm looking forward to that class actually for some weird unexplainable reason.

2. Public Speaking: Ms. Echevarria - yes! i actually have public speaking! where you have to go upfront infront of everyone and start talking properly and clearly for a whole 3 minutes. just the name makes me start to feel all nervous and jumpy.. but the teacher! ok, so the teacher's very interesting. she's like a cross between.. ok, scratch that (i can't think of a decent combination) basta, she's fun and smart! and kind of corny. it's hilarious though because there are times when she cracks jokes and she'll be the only one laughing at them!! and then in the end we'll all start laughing because of how she's laughing. and then to demonstrate a certain point she'd start dancing and stuff..


/editie/

omgosh, yes, i know i'm supposed to be talking about teachers now but my public speaking classroom seriously deserves attention.. it's at B502 and it's like a BODEGA!! (that's what they say anyway, it reminds me of a huge closet room with the smell and everything ) it's sad because the 1st to 4th floors of the B building all have aircon but on the alksdjf;kaljdf 5th floor they don't have aircon and the fans don't help much with the heat. and the window panes was painted on the outside to lessen the heat i guess but now the paint's all chipped giving the room a very haunted sorta look. plus! we dont have white boards nooo.. we have black boards with the chalk and everything that makes screeching sounds when being used on the board! oh yes, you'd actually think i'm exaggerating but i'm not. it has a platform too like all the other rooms only thing i bet the woods probably being eaten by termites or something because today while my teacher was standing on the platform her high heel actually went through and made a hole in it! hahahha, it reminded me of one those movies where the lady is walking on the road and gets her heel stuck in one of those drainage holes and has to be saved by a guy. only in our case there wasnt a hole to begin with, the wood simply broke away. SCARY UNSANITARY HAUNTED-LOOKING ROOM!! haahhaha, ok, back to the teachers! xD

/end of editie/

3. Philippine Foreign Relations- Maam Emilio : she was the one who gave the very inspirational speech on international studies!! :D hahaha, she has thickish eye glasses.. i'm looking forward to her class too! :D

4. Theology - Sir Lunar!!! : yes, he deserved exclamation points. hahaha, yey! we have sir fayloga again! wala lang, he's fun and it's good he's an afternoon teacher cause i tend to sleep if it gets boring and he's not so i won't be sleeping! :D




ok, so the rest, i haven't met them or they're substitute teachers so yeah, i guess i'll just leave it at that.


oowie! i like my schedule!! except for the saturday schooling part but that's inevitable i guess. on mwf i start at 10 and end at 3:35 and on tth i start at 9:15 and end at 2:30! woohoo, no class earlier than 9! which is a good thing cause im ALWAYS late to class in the morning, it's sort of ingrained in my system or something (that's why i had a sucky pe grade last sem :S)



wow, im sorry for making this entry long, its too long! i'll stop now. the end. :D








(|)8:3 - meet my virtual monkey! :D i don't have a name for him yet