finally.. rest

i finally decided to stop making christmas presents for the day and took a rest. by rest i mean, lying in bed till 4pm watching tv and eating load of banana cake. aaah, relaxation. tonight though i'm gonna go back to making christmas presents.. I still have a few more to do. (out of like 16 people i only have.. 4 more to do! :) yeheey!!)

anyhoooo... it's almost new years! the year 2008.. has a ring to it doesn't it? no? yeah, didn't feel like it either. oh well. you know what? before the new year im planning to transfer all my pics from my phone on the computer cause theres literally no more space on my phone! haha, i have a feeling i wont do it though.. procrastinating is like smoking. once you start its hard to stop





i have a feeling valentine's day is gonna be fun this year ^^

have a very merry christmas :)

i'm still making christmas presents.. and its christmas day :) haha, well, its fun anyways, so i might as well. am i in the christmas spirit? sadly, no. i tried to be all jolly and happy but i guess it wasn't working. i spent a part of christmas eve chatting with kristine and my parents so im happy about that. :) haha, so i guess im here writing an entry for my blog rather than doing something else on christmas day. it's christmas day! (i've said christmas 7 times..)

and its nearly a new year... can you believe that? time goes by unbelievably fast. at first it felt like nothing much happened this past year but then i started to enumerate the experiences and memories and when it comes down to it... loadsa stuff has actually happened! so its nearly that time of year where you start thinking up of new year resolutions. its funny though because on january 1st, you tend to be super serious about the whole thing but then after a week or two, the whole new year spirit kinda dissolves and you end up forgetting your new year resolutions until, you know, you finally end up breaking them.. hahaha, no, but this year i'm going to keep my new year resolutions simple and clear! sooo


NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:

1) i am not going to drink soft drinks
2) i am going to keep my mouth shut if i dont have anything good to say
3) i am going to keep my new year resolutions

yes, thats about it :) haha





merry christmas everyone. may god bless you always :)

my back hurts

yes, my back hurts. i dont know why though. only the right middle part of my back hurts tho. i dont know why. and know what how i massage it or anything it doesnt seem to go away.. O_0 oh, the pain...

my blog! i've forsaken--no, ive temporarily-- forsaken my blog! anyways, so here i am unforsakening it... (if there's such a word which i think there isnt but wadaheck)

so guess what? im going to make all my christmas presents for everybody!! (ok, this is where people go "cool!" or "ohhh noo.. oh no oh no oh no") but hey! remember its the thought that counts so when i give it to you and you think it sucks i expect you to say "migel, wow! its so coool **cough**cough**" okay?!?! good.

im going to be a dancer. :) you know why? cuz my sister bought HipHopAbs! **this is where the laughter starts** but no guys, its cool, so you get to learn how to dance plus! PLUS! you get abs xD isnt that cool or what? no seriously... its cool. the guys voice kinda gets on my nerves though. but no! its still cool. im gonna be a dancer. :) ok, maybe im going to be a dancer only in the house. i cant shake my booty to save my life.

anyhooooooo... ive been watching grey's anatomy. im addicted to yet another series. it's so interesting though, i mean, their lives are so intriguing and the stuff you learn is pretty darn cool. aphrodites, aneurysms, enemas, 3rd stage esophagal cancer... yeah, i love george o'malley. xD ooh, yeah, there was this one episode where this guy who was geting plastic surgery on his pectorals (i dont know if thats how you spell it) so he'd look more buff to impress his girlfriend.. (that's one loong dependent clause<---eeek, english:S) yeah, he'd always refer himself in the third person. it was sooo annoying expect if you keep on doing it the way izzie and alex were doing it, it was pretty funny. "migel thinks that having a mcdonalds next to mts is cool"........ ok, fine, when i do it, its pretty irritating.. they way they did it was funny though

ooh, there's a mcdonalds right next to MTS opposite ateneo highschool right down the road from nccc mall! can you believe it?? sigh... those golden arches just make me hungry. i cant believe it! theres a... mcdonalds... near nccc!! eeek, cant wait till it opens. xDxDxD

so my back still hurts... you guys have any remedies?? no matter which way i move it still hurtsss..yeoowwch.. :S

tagged! i got tagged!

by vina (thanx vina!) ok, look im not desperate i just have fun answering these tag thinggies watever they are.. bwahaha xD

anyways, so:

THE RULES!! - List of 8
* write 8 facts about yourself.
* in the 8 facts, you share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you. at the end, you tag as much other bloggers to keep the fun going. each blogger must post these rules first.
* each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* at the end of the post, a blogger needs to choose as much people to get tagged and list their names.
* don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1)-->.~ i eat my burgers with fries.. yes, who doesnt? no, i mean, i eat my burgers with my fries in them. so like its another layer between the buns. ohmygosh, a burger isnt really a burger till you've tried that. its the best.
2)-->.~ i didn't start talking properly till i was 4. before that i had a language that only my parents understood. they said that wen i said 'taptap' the food was bad and 'numnum' when the food was good... that's all i remember actually..
3)-->.~ when i was young (in elementary school) i was slightly obsessive compulsive. yeah, i went through that phase where i had to switch the lights on and off like 10 times before i entered the room. no don't worry, i don't do that anymore. and im not crazy.
4)-->.~ when i first got my yahoo account i received an email from britney spears (yeah, i think it was fake but oh well) saying how she was so thankful for her fans and yadayada. after her name at the bottom she put ":)". that was the first time i realized that a colon and a closed parentheses sign put together actually made a smiley face. i remember literally tilting my head to the left and thinking hey, thats so cool... (come on guys, i think i was 10.. in my defense i was more interested in playing tennis and swimming then surfing the net)
5)-->.~ when i was 5 i had an imaginary friend called singing. that's all im going to say. the rest is way too embarrassing...
6)-->.~ there was also this other phase where i was seriously thinking of becoming a nun. at that time, i had just finished reading this biography on mother theresa and i was seriously moved. i mean, my aunt's a nun so it couldnt be bad right? i found it cool that she was helping people out in calcutta. that phase ended though when i found out how much oprah winfrey was earning for helping people out.
7)-->.~ i can move my ears. yes, one of my special talents. not the way Alfalfa can move his ears though in 'the little rascals' (thats just super talent). i can move em back n forth so that my eye glasses look like they're wiggling on their own... yeah, i learned that you can do anything if you put ur mind to it (no really, when i was small i really wanted to learn how to move my ears cuz my sister was able to do it.. hahaha)
8)-->.~ i won the ms. smile award in the "ms. thutlwa (that was my dorm's name back in south africa) beauty pageant. unbelievable right that i was actually in a beauty pageant? its something im never gonna do again.. hahaha, it was fun though. there were only 5 left at the last round i didnt win 1st, 2nd or 3rd though. i won the ms smile award. you know why? cuz i was smiling the most from all of them. hahhaa, i figured u were supposed to smile in beauty pageants so there i was smiling the night away (after that though, my cheeks were really hurting..)



yehey, im done!



i tag: roland (i forgot ur blog tho.. hehe), john, eula and khal! so you guys can actually update your blogs.. yehey! :D

ooh ooh, ha ha, eeh eeh

soo im in quite of a dilemma at the momennt.tt...t and i cant type properly cuz i really really.. (really really) to put it frankly gotta go peeee!! but but (darn, why must there be a butt??) i can't cuz im waiting alone for my sister in the food court using the internet on the laptop (yehey! wifi). yes, you guys are prolly thinking why dont you just bring the laptop with you? yes, in ordinary cases i would, but that would mean having to turn it off and putting it in the laptop case and then going to the bathroom but! (**sob** yes, another but **sob**) it took forever as in seriously forever for me to actually connect on the net... there was something wrong with the network or something.. took me almost an hour! i was just about to give up and go to the library instead but all of a sudden it connected! sooooo... i dont want to take my chances... its tooooo riskyyyy... maybe it wont connect again!! ayiiiiiiiiiiii, lifes soo torturous (yes, that's actually a word i checked it up on google)

maybe i should ask the greenwich pizza lady to watch over it for me..

bells are ringing :)

im getting into the christmas spirit! its gonna be the first christmas without kristine and my parents but i promised myself i wasnt gona go all sad and stuff.. im still gonna try to enjoy myself! soo, here i am, listening to christmas carols (as well as my aunts' voices singing karoake in the other room) and that whole jolly feeling i get when christmas is near is actually getting to me! tihi ^^

i was listening to jason mraz's winter wonderland on youtube. he's so cool and his music is.. different. i mean, its lovely to listen to cuz its unique and stuff. anyhoooo


enchanted!! haha, its a sweet movie and some of their graphic things (er whatever you call em) are really cool! haha



walking in a winterrrr wonderLAAAAAAANNNDDD!

im gonna type now

its cool how there are multiple hot spot areas now in ateneo. you can just come with your laptop and use it for free! beats having to go on an internet cafe and paying. especially when you don't have internet at home. so here i am at the foodcourt, the greenwich pizza looking absolutely delicious and the aroma of chicken adobo and pancit coming from 3M's is making my mouth water... ok, so fine im hungry. maybe it wasnt such a good idea going on the internet in the foodcourt.. specially when you need ta save money

anyways, heavenly aromas and food aside, yes, im at the foodcourt. waiting for vina and romina so we can go and watch enchanted. hmm, i wonder what its about.. princes? princesses? i think sooo.. hahaha, gosh, i havent gone to the cinemas in ages! should be fun fun fun. tihi ^^

hmm.. 15 more minutes till they're dismissed...

you know what? really? im impressed at how fast the internet round here is. no really. its fast. and i feel like jumping up and down cuz i havent gone on the internet for ageessssss and now theres like free internet at school so i can go whenever i want without having to payyy but i wont do that.. im going to be a decent young lady and stay put and act like a cool, calm person.. ill start jumping up and down when i get home!!! ooh yeahh (my feet are practically tapping the floor with anticipation..)

11 more minutes..

we had an interesting topic in psych today. superstitions. i knew that filipinos were superstitious.. but i mean, i didnt know they were that superstitious. i mean, some of them believe that if you cut your fingernails at night.. someone will die!! it was extremely funny tho cuz my teacher went to college in the US and before she left her grandpa (i think) told her not to cut her fingernails at night or somone would die and she took it very very seriously. she was extremely confused tho cuz she didnt know whether he meant night time in the US or night time in the philippines! hahaha, so she had to like cut her nails at that specific time when it was day time in both the US and the philippines.. hahaha, that was sweet of her though.

5 more minutes...

hmmm.. you know the feeling when you had a topic in mind but when you actually got to it the topic sort of like dissolved and you couldnt remember it anymore? yeah, thats just wat happened right now. hahaha, well, if i do remember it ill try and write it later. vina and romina is gonna be dismissed in a few minutes.. guess i better fix my stuff...







sigh... there's wi-fi at school!!! can you believe it?!?!?




im calm now dont worry.

chris daughtry's "over you"

rocks. it does

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im craving siomai


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my tummy hurts

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ok, my tummy stopped hurting a few seconds ago. :) tihi ^^

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i feel like writing another post today cuzzz... i feel like it. and im not in a rush so im gonna take my time this time. (yeah, you know the last post bout how i took 3 minutes only to write the post? yeah, i was soo overexaggerating.. tihihii, it actually took around 10 minutes! felt like 3 minutes tho.. seriously) anywaysss...

i have news!!


**drum rollll**

WE'RE PUTTING UP OUR CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS TOMORROWWWWWW!!!

(yes, that totally deserved the whole center alignment and capital letters and everything)


yeheyyyyy. :D

yes, so excited. other people already have their decorations on. i mean my neighbour has this huge christmas tree that blinks red at night and im likeee... oooohhh, i want my christmas tree up toooooo... so yeah. :D

hmm.. i havent really talked about my 2nd sem yet have i? well, at the momentttt, my forehead and nose looks ghastly cuz the skin is peeling off (thank GOD for the weekend) because of sunburn.. yeah, you know what? if you put sunblock before a game it doesnt help at all (well, on the forehead anyways) cuz the sweat wipes it right off after a few minutes.. yeah, just to let you know. :) tihi. oh wait, my bad, im supposed to be talking about my sem.. so yeahh, 2nd sem... im actually starting to wish there was math (dont start hating me!). i mean.. this is the very FIRST time ive had nooo math for like the school year (or in this case, sem) and it just feels.. i donno.. weird.. isnt it supposed to be like.. better?? but it doesnt feel that way.. the only other subject i have is environmental science... the rest are like humanity subjects...

omgosh, environmental science!! my teacher... goshhhh... she has a deep voice for a lady and.. you know radio waves right? they like go up and down up and down up and down? yeah, that's how her voice goes! it makes you wanna go to sleeeeep! as in.. you should hear her..

apart from her voice though, shes a cool teacher, she looks intimidating at first but she's cool. hehe.. hmm.. my psych teachers funny! but the projects she's been talking about seem pretty daunting.. have you ever written something in APA format? yeah? then you know what im talking about.. if you dont then its better if you dont know..

i've realized something this sem.. 4 out of my 5 days of school every week start at 740 right? i realized that last sem i only had 2 days were my classes start at 740.. and nearly everytime i was late for class!!! eeeekkk, im so dead this semmm... apart from the early early early classes.. i love my sched! wednesdays are the best people.. 3 subjects: it starts from 12:25 and ends at 3:35! haha, i could practically save 90% of my allowance on that day! isnt that great or wat? :D


well, that's all i have to say.. i gotta go to sleep... gonna go joggin in the morning ^^ (<---- i keep on saying that but i never really goo.. i better shake off this habit of being lazy or its gonna be the death of me) im going to go jogging tomorrow im going to go jogging tomorrow.. im going to go jogging tomorrow... no really, im really going to go jogging tomorrow hopefully ^^

the rain's falling

so my hands are literally flying across the keyboard (ok, maybe not flying... hands dont fly) cuz im in a rush. so yeah, this is gonna be another im-in-a-rush-cuz-my-sundos-coming-post. (gosh that took longer than i thot to type) anyways, its the weekend! yes, no school. i can sleep in late. im thinking of putting all my pictures from my manila trip on multiply but i cant exactly bring my camera to the net cafe and transfer all the pics now can i? hmm.. gess ill just go and do it at my lolos house.

gess what? my street has a name! my street has a name! after living there for like howww long, they finally put street names on the roads. so yeah, im not gonna mention it cuz like you never know who's gonna read ur blog so this is a safety precaution (bwahahhaha) but yeah.. i dont like the street name.. i mean, i like jefferson street! gosh, that names soo cool... but nooo, its not that.. neither is it like.. cyprus avenue or sumthing! (it wouldve been cool if they named the street after trees. i mean think about it... oak street.. hahaha, am i right or am i right?) im thinking of asking them if they can change our street name. bwahahahaha, long shot but who knows?

ok, so i think my kuyas outside waiting for me. hmm, ooh, you know what? my hands are itchy to play guitar. no really, im being serious. you know how my feet sometimes get itchy cuz they wanna play soccer? yeah, same feeling. i mean, my sister took her guitar and theres like a very old one at home but im scared to use it cuz the strings might snap er something (yeah, its that scary, imagine one of the strings snapping and hitting ur face? huh? yeah, no thank you.) gess ill have to settle (<-- i say that alot.. bwahahah) for my other musical instrument.. the recorder!! whoo, yeah, that's like the best.. i can play.. um.. silent night.. yeah.. i just have to look for it first then maybe my fingers wont be so itchy anymore.

well, this is a long post considering the time it took me to right it. 3 minutes? i donno.. anywaysssssss, i have to go! i bet my kuyas there...

yep, he is..

tihi ^^

back to school

so this is officially my first day back in school (the other one doesnt count cuz... cuz it didnt feel like school just yet) and here i am in an internet cafe cuz our english teacher dismissed us early and there's supposed to be a mass for the dead at around 8:50 so the whole schedule would've changed... know what? this doesn't feel like an official-first-day-back-in-school day. isnt it supposed to feel all.. schoolish? i dont know. anyways, yeah, you're probably wondering why today's my "official first day back in school" when school's been going on since november 7 (todays the 13th i think...). ya, ive been in manila since nov 8! just got back yesterday (and honestly at the moment im sooooooooo tiredddddd..) so thats like.. 5 days? ya. we had a soccer tournament there! fun fun fun. 12th Alaska Cup. It was held in Alabang. same tournament as last year at the same place. their field is like huuuuuugggggggeeeeeeee. it had 24 7-a-side soccer fields cuz there were like 100+ teams. in our division (16 under) though there were 20 teams.

anways, soo the tournament.. hmm.. it was blistering hot! seriously. last year was ok cuz the sky was heavy with rain in the afternoon. but this time... gosh, barely a single cloud in the sky. it was soo al;ksdfkl;asdjflk hot!! you could literally feel the sun burning your skin. we survived tho. :) at the end we came in third. im actually ok with that, i mean at least we got a place. yehey! go davao united!! xD

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLANA!!! (sorry i didnt greet on ur bday, i didnt have load and there were no net cafes near where we were staying. tihihihi, its the thought that counts right?)

omgosh, you know annoying it is to be told something and then get super excited over it only to find out that person was lying? asdklfj;alsdhfjkfdnaklsdjf;lakjsdf; aksdjf;alksjdf adf (<--- yes, that annoying). kristine told me nikki got a half-persian kitten while i was in manila so i was like seriously excited only to find out when i got back that that supposedly cute-to-the-maximum-level kitty was non-existent! i couldnt tell her off cuz she had already left with my mum.. sooo, i had to settle with telling her off mentally in my head.hahaha

i was so hoping that my mum and kristine didnt have to go. it didnt feel like they were going cuz they were the ones dropping me off at the airport so when i was saying bye it didnt feel like they were really going. oh well, they were bound to go sooner or later i mean, they've been here for 4 months already! that's a pretty long time... right?

anyways, i gotta go! im getting real sleepy.. lol, allana vina i updated!!!!!!!!!!! yeheyyy.

i miss em.:( snickerdoodle

retrospect

you know what song's stuck in my head? "you are my sweetest downfall... i loved you firssttt, i loved you firsstttt" i think it's called Samson by regina spektor. yeah, i love that song. you know what I also love? i love bread. you know what's better than bread though? toasted bread. yeahh, that's just the best. especially if there's peanut butter or chocolate spread with it. but if there isnt i still love reveling in its crunchy goodness. yep yep, toasted bread's the best man. sadly, we ran out of bread yesterday. :( oh my golly, i have to ask my mummy to but some more bread.. mmhhmm..

omgosh (<<---ok, one day im gonna have a post that doesnt have that word in it) im addicted to this new series. really, its sooo cool! hmm, lemme recall.. first i was addicted to prison break, then heroes? or was it the other way round.. anyways, i was addicted to friends, heroes, prison break, desperate housewives and now... **drum roll please** CRIMINAL MINDS! omgosh, its soo interesting. seriously. i guess its like CSI cuz it involves solving murders and stuff only this focuses on the B.A.U (or behavior analysis unit) department of the FBI and the main characters are profilers. yeah, its awesome. profilers? yeah, profilers, not detectives or policemen but special agents called profilers. they narrow down the suspects by coming up with a pretty accurate description of the criminal's character and behavior and stuff by basing it on the crime scenes and how they kill and stuff. i also love the quotes they dish out at the beginnning of each episode by different famous people. One I really liked though was by.. um.. i forgot his name.. basta, it goes like this: "What you do for yourself dies with you, but what you do for others remains immortal". There are alot more from american presidents and politicians and stuff but i really like that quote.





ooh, my mum has to use the net...



criminal minds is sooo cool^^

it was an awesome... over

hahaha, yes, it was an awesome over. cuz you know, a sleepover requires sleeping right?? but nooo, i didn't sleep! omgosh im sooo proouuddd. hahaha, no seriously, in all the sleepovers ive been to im usually one of the first people falling asleep so... i miss half of the fun!! but this time i didn't sleep at all.. i guess i have to thank the rubix cube!! hahaha, who knew a cube with different colored sides could be so much fun. (i am saying this because now i know how to solve the thing! before i didnt... and it made it really really frustrating because you think you've gotten it.. then it messes up all over again! noo, but now, i know how to solve it. :) i gotta buy me one of em rubix cubes! hahaha ^^) ooh, i also have to thank romina's mummy's revel bars! omgosh, they're soo delicious... chocolate works for me the way coffee works for other people you know? anyways, there i was working on the rubix cube for like the 4th time (yes, i was addicted) when romina and yeo said it was getting light outside! and it was and i wasnt sleepy and like 5 out of 9 of us were still awake! haha, many have tried, few have survived (ok, so the majority of us managed to stay awake throughout the night... what?? its still a cool phrase xD hahaha) yes, it was an awesome sleepover.. ay, i mean over... hahaha, thanx romina! :P

(yes, im having fun with the italics people.. feel like italizing (sp??). prolly cuz i lack like... 8 HOURS OF SLEEP!! ooh, yes, soo proud. xD hahaha, okay ill stop now)

didja know my younger sister's favourite phrase is "awesome"? and that my older sister is tired of her saying that word that she told her for the next 2 days she'll have to pay my older sister each time she says that word? hahaha, la lang, i just find that hilarious. kristine went "migel, nikki said that if i say the word "awesome" for the next 2 days ill have to pay her!!" and then i was like "ooh, kristine! you said the word "awesome" just now!! im telling nikkiiiii." bwahaha, yes, i was bored, and remember im not thinking properly at the moment! hahaha, im mean ^^

well, i have to wake up early tomorrow cuz im gonna watch the game between ateneo and emar. its said to be the most climatic game of the tournament cuz emar and ateneo are like neck-to-neck. ooh, should be interesting. ooh ooh, talking about football, there's a tournament this coming saturday! so excited. :) gonna be playing with the college ateneo team so that'll mean ill be playing against my soccer mates back in highschool **tear**tear** oh well, we'll see how it goes. :)

i think all my energy is nearly used up.. im gonna crash ^^ tihi

sembreaakkk

omgosh, noooo...


ok so like im typing very fast cuz i have 5 minutes left on the computer... **sigh** ill cheer on the day when i get internet at home and ill be able to blog with PEACE. hahaha, anyways, its sembreak beybeh!! yessss, nikkis still on the phone maybe ill have more than 5 minutes...


we went to ateneo high todayyy!! whooo, and it was like soooo funn (javi, shane you shoulda been theree!!) yeah, ok, i think this blog's gonna be short..

so, i have the sembreak all planned out! lets just see if itll follow through... hahaha

okie, i think this is it... write later when i have the tiiimmmeeee




you wanna iguana? you wanna marijuana? marry wana? who's wana?? i dont want to marry wanna..







bwahahahha ^^

watch ur words..

we had our exams today and its vinas birthday and I gotta hurry up with this entry cuz my cousins coming to pick me up in a few moments.

anyways, first things first... HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINA!! this is like the 4th time im greeting ya. :) bwahaha, exams were ok, tomorrow's literature.. :S :S :S im sooo gonna die. you know how in high school you get that adrenaline rush before an exam? its funny. i dont get those anymore. I just cram sleep then wake up the next day and go "oh, its exams today" only today i was like "al;skdjfakl;sdjf its exams today!" cuz i woke up like 20 minutes before the exam started. the teacher was late though so no harm no foul. tihi ^^

hmmm.. literature, filipino and english tomorrow. good luck to us. on wednesday though there are no exams right? yehey!! xD im mentally drained.. seriously. and i have to study 4 plays tonight that are in deep bisaya.. woohooooooo. anyways, kaya ko toh! geez, its funny, i had alota on my mind at the beginning of this entry but now my minds like **kaput**.. i cant remember the things i wanted to write about.. oh well, cant wait till exams are done (im sure theres no one in the world who s 'excited' bout exams.. if there are people like that.. okayyyyyy) well, gotta log off and go study. : im feeling sooo drryyyyyy (tihi, expression i used to use loooonnnggg ago.. i dont know why i dont use it now anymore)


well, gotta go!



p.s. ill write more when i remember what i wanted to write about

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i remember one! I CAN'T WAIT TILL WE HAVE INTERNET AT HOME. yep, itll save loadsa time mannn. un lang :)

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to be in touch again..

you know how wonderful it feels to receive an email from a person you haven't heard from in more than 4 years? there's nothing like it. gosh, its amazing how a simple letter can brighten up your day. :) anyways!


i CANNOT believe that our 1st sem of our 1st year in college is almost over! i mean, it went byyy soooooooo fast. i mean, here i am researching for the LAST activity we're gonna EVER do in our bio lab. i mean, i remember in the beginning it was like -------<------ that thick! and now there are only 2 pages left. gosh, time goes by real fast when you're having fun. at least though, everyone in manila is coming back!!! woohoo, reunion tim beybeh!! xD (you guys, we better have a reunion!!!!)










thought of the day: be a risk taker!! xD ooh, and rain sucks. <--- that's only temporary okay? im gonna start loving rain again in like a few moments.. its just that, its fun playing soccer in the rain!! they dont have to cancel it i mean the rain is**mumble**mumble**mumble**

aah, blog oh blog

yessss, i finally have time to update my bloggg!! you know how if you dont play soccer for a longggg time your feet get itchy cuz they wanna kick the ball?? (hmm, well, you prolly dont..) well, my fingers have been getting realll itchy cuz they've practically been dying to type at a super-fast-energetic-hyper-mode-speed cuzzz.. alots been going on.. hahaha, yeah, vina's right, this week has been really eventful! xD

ok, so here i am typing at a super-duper-fast-energetic-hyper-mode-like-speed sorta cuz i only have 30 minutes before my math class and im here in netopia with maya cuz we have noooo enggglliiiissshhhh!!! wooohoo xD yeahhh, we havent had english for the past 2 days now cuzz our teachers kinda sick.. but at least, instead of staying in a room that's sweltering hot with fans that dont help at all cuz they just seem to be circulating the hot air making it seem hotter.. we're here in netopia!! where its all airconedd and cool and relaxxinngg.

omgosh, gess what? i finally saw a cucumber!! we went to paradise island last weekend and while we were swimming my lolo wanted to show me something. when i looked at what he was holding it looked like an eeelll!!!! (really.. i screamed..) but then after i cooled down he said it was a bat (I think thats what he called it) wich i later found was actually a sea cucumber! never ever in my life have i ever seen anything like it. ok, maybe you guys have and its nothing to you cuz you've seen so many but i've never seen anything like that!! (i said that before ddnt i?) it was soo slimy like and gross (it looked like a huge.. hmm... leech? something like that) and it had suction-like tentacles all over its body and you could see it visibly contracting and stuff! i held it. **shiver**shiver**shiver** omgosh, but after you get over the initial gross-ness of its appearance, its really cool! i wanted to see what happened if i squeezed it and it like peed water all over kristine.. hahaha, basta it was really cool! they said it was tasted real good (eeewwwww) it's way more fascinating when its alive though

//editie//

omgosh, i have a storry.. haha, you know that song "this is why im hot? this is why im hot? this is why this is why, this is why im hot! im hot cuz im fly you aint cuz your not. etc.." yeah, it was playing on the radio the other day and my mum started singing to it! only she was saying "this issss waaa, this isss waaa, this is wa, this is wa, kaliwaaa.. this is waaa" hahahaha, la lang. it was really funny. i mean my mum.. person who likes listening to josh groban and classical music started singing to an rnb song! hahaha, well, i gess you had to be there. tihi, my mum rocks ^^

//end editie//

eek, i only have hmm.. 9 minutes left! ok, well, at least the whole dying-to-write feeling has gone away.. haha

gess what? im gonna try to play dota.. TRY- that's the key word ^^ tihi

i've got soo much to say!!

but it's edp period and usually we have free time but we gotta do this html activity (yeahh, we're doing html stuffies again!! fun fun fun) and i haven't even started mine but i havent blogged in like forever and soo much has been going on and i cant blog at home cuz i like dont have internet at home (or CABLE!! huhuhuhu) but anyways, this sentence is like really really long **dot**

ok, well, omgosh, in bio yesterday we had to get our own blood! OUR OWN BLOOODDDDD!!! yes, you heard me correctly. i was soooooo freaked out i mean, i was punching peoples fingers so that they could get their blood (yeah, we had to find out our blood type.. im blood type A! woohoo!) and when it was my turn i was seriously freaking out. i wanted to puncture my own finger you know, but then i freaked out (like as in seriously) so khal did it for me.. i didnt cry though!! so proud. xD soo proud.

eek, anyways, i gotta get started with this html thing we gotta doo.. ooh maybe next week its gonna be DevC!! haha, gosh, so many memories.. soo many memories..




bye! ^^

do you know?

about the stabbing? n how the room's now barred? and how the guards are over cautious now? and that the news spread so fast that even the taxi driver who drove me to forest lake later that day knew what happened? its kinda creepy. stabbing someone over some guy. i mean, it sounds pretty psychotic to me. this morning as well, there was a fight going on in the edp room. my religious edp teacher was talking about it. kulang sa pansin daw sila. oh well. anyways, enough talk about teenage insanity..

anyways, my bio midterm.. gak, i seriously thought i messed up. you know how in cellular respiration it produces oxygen? right? it does? wrong!! it doesn't! it uses it.. yeah!! that's what i thought too!! but thennn... it uses oxygen to produce energy. gosh, silly silly silly me. you know how you scold yourself inside your head for being so careless? yeah, that's what ive been doing. but, anyways, today we went over the questions and i guess i did ok. besides from my careless mistakes.. grr.. oh well. hmm.. wonder what my midterm grades are gonna be like..

ok, so back to teenage insanity. its getting kinda scary. i mean people are fighting in the class and outside the class and everywhere. i guess you gotta keep a cool head. there's been alota deaths lately.. no seriously, more than your average everyday calamity thing you know? oh well, remember to pray people! that's important.

you know what? my sisters are cool. they just are. haha xD



hmm, i wanna get a minor. its gonna be so cool. :)



do you know where you're going to, do you like the things that life's been showing youuu.. where are you going to? do you knowwwwwwwwwww?


la lang, been stuck in my head for a while now. xD

Tag!

ooh, ooh, ive never been tagged before!! tis gonna be fun. xD

Tagged by Allana!

Where is your cell phone? on my lap.
Relationship? single. till orlando bloom comes along you know. then i wont be single anymore :D what i cant dream?
Your hair? is really weird... just is
Work? at school yeah. you know, school work? but no, i dont have a job.
Your sister? i have 2 sisters! and we dont look anything alike.. ones tall the others big and 2 of us wear glasses and the word 'faggot' is our form of endearment to each other and.. wait.. you didnt ask that did you?
Your favorite thing? hmm.. i donno

Your dream last night? i dont remember. i know i had a dream though
Your favorite drink? ice tea! :) but when its really cold hot cocoa **mmmmmhmm**
Your dream car? um.. i forgot its name.. basta, nakita ko sya sa transformers.. its a coool car :D
The room you're in? filled with other computers and people using the net
Your shoes? black. leather. school shoes. darn i shoulda answered this wen i was wearing something cooler..
Your fears? um.. cockroaches. i didnt have that before though. living alone with my sister for a whole year it just kinda grew on me
What do you want to be in 10 years? oprah winfrey! nah, im kidding. i really admire her though. i wanna be a person who's job is helping children out.. like mother theresa! seriously.
Who did you hang out with this weekend? umm.. my soccer mates!! <3 they had a soccer tournament
What are you not good at? alota stuff. you'll grow bored
Muffin? ooh! chocolate or marble?
One of your wish list items? to redo the stuff i regret i did in the past
Where you grew up? umm.. aleppo, ibadan, mafikeng and davao! :D
Last thing you did? text my dad.. he's picking me up now so i have to hurry
What are you wearing? school uniform. i told you i shoulda answered this wen i was wearing something cooler!
What aren't you wearing? is this a trick question?
Your pet? tamala!!! she knows how to sit. :) la lang
Your computer? this one? heck, i prefer the one at home
Your life? pretty tragic at the moment. but im doin good :)
Your mood? hyper? i donno.. happy? yeah, i gess
Missing? yes, im missing alota stuff.
What are you thinking about right now? i really have to rush. my dads cuming!
Your car? i dont have one. but i know how to drive! woohoo :D
Your kitchen? one of my favourite places at home
Your summer? happened a long time ago
Your favorite color? blue!
Last time you laughed? few moments ago
Last time you cried? few days ago
School? ATENEO mannn :D
Love? yes, i love

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Rule: Name five of the Best Nights of your Life and then tag four people.

1. sleepover
2. christmas
3. new year
4. hawaii
5. hong kong

ok, ill elaborate on that later.. right now i gotta get going!!!


i tag john, eula, romina and.. hitori! woohoo xD

look, the sun's shining

didja know that loadsa people are dying? surprised you huh? i mean, there's that flood in korea (north korea people, im sure DBSK is safe :) i mean, i read somewhere on the internet that the year 2007 is gonna be filled with pain and suffering or sumthing. something about the end of the world. scary prospect huh? anyways, just stay good and pray and im sure things will be fine.

ho hum.. im totally addicted to desperate housewives. i mean seriously. first it was prison break (still waiting for season 3 to come out), then it was heroes (aah, heroes!! hiro nakamura you rockkk!! xD) and now.. and now.. its desperate housewives! thank god they have their season 3 out already. i mean its so interesting. hmm, i wonder what series ill be addicted to next..

well, as you can tell by the topics im dishing out that my thoughts are pretty scattered. just felt like typing. type... type... type... ooh, its midterms this week. yeheyy.... (ok, that was kinda sarcastic) la lang. for some reason, i dont feel so hyper, energetic or enthusiastic or etc.. i prolly know the reason why. gotta search deep within myself and im sure ill find it but like i said before i feel like i dont have energy.. is that bad? yeah, im sure it is. you know how usually wen you wake up you smile and your like "hmm.. another day :) " but when i wake up nowadays im like "hmm.. another day... woohoo... yippee.. yay.." i feel like my energy's literally been drained away. i dont have that zest for life like i used to.. i dont look forward to stuff that much anymore. it scares me. kinda. my question is..

how do i get it back?

i do want it back. i just dont know how. oowie, i guess my thoughts weren't as scattered as i thought they were. anyways.. good luck in the midterms people :) i miss you guys

sometimes in life, you've got to hold on to happy memories to have the strength to carry on

EDP!!

yes, i love edp. wanna know why? because there's free internet. yes, there is. you get to appreciate it a whole lot more when you've been internet deprived for how many days. ha! yes, gotta love edp.

anyhoo, it was my friends birthday yesterday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!!!! xD yes, you know what? we had an hour and 40 minute break before our last class yesterday and i was incharge of buying the surprise cake. yep2x i didnt get to buy it (at nccc) till like 40 minutes before the class!! seriously, i was freaking out cuz we were gonna have a long test and everything in socio! (our last class.. of the day) yeah, so i was there freaking out cuz we had to pass through bankerohan and there was major traffic and everything. you know what? i think the traffic lights hate me. i mean seriously! it turned green right and just when we were going to go passed it the darn... traffic light... turned.. red!! that wasnt the only time it happened though. come to think of it... only happens when i happen to be late. grrRrrrRr.. anyhoo, im deviating from the topic. so there i was spazzing out big time (only 5 minutes left and i was still in bankerohan). i mean i still had to get the cake ready and the candles lit before the class and surprise john then get my yellow paper out and start doing the test and everything... it was only wen we reached venue that krit texted and said there was nooo class! (i was already 5 minutes late) you guys... you have no idea how relieved i was.. seriously, i was on the verge of crying. my cousin however was laughing his head off cuz there i was freaking out for nothing.. anyways, since the classroom was free we had like a mini party and everything! fun fun fun..

gak, gotta shut down the comp.. edp period's finished na..

bye! ^-^

and the wind blows..

The wind blew ruthlessly as we all stood there in our white clothes, quiet, listening as the ceremony took place. i looked around. why did everyone look so sad? everyone with their desolate expressions, wallowing in what seemed to be their own grief; standing by themselves, looking so forlorn. alot of people came for the ceremony, some i didnt even recognize. but he was old, of course he had friends i didnt know of.

Have mercy on his soul Isabelo

they've started praying now. i bowed my head, pretending to heed the prayer. my mind far off remembering vivid memories of him. he was always a lively fellow. person who had always fought for his life which was why it was so hard to believe that that was him in the coffin, wearing the barong, lying peacefully as if he were asleep. i looked up at the coffin. so white and so majestic, it was fit for a king. i still couldnt grasp reality though. any minute now, he'll wake up from his peaceful slumber. everything will be ok.

Have mercy on his soul Isabelo

i finally took notice of the words that they were repeating.. over and over again. who's Isabelo? he's never been an Isabelo to me. it was like some strange, foreign name they used when referring to him. he's lolo. always was and forever will be. i remembered how he used to look like. his eyes full of laughter, his smile that always seemed to fill the entire room. he looked different now though. his nose was different and it was obvious they put make up on him. he was still just as handsome though.

Have mercy on his soul Isabelo

can they stop with the incessant chanting?? i squeezed my eyes shut in frustration. i just wanted to scream. he's just asleep you guys!! enough with the depressing atmosphere!! i opened my eyes for a start. i realized that they finished praying. my aunt walked up to the coffin and started saying her last words. as i listened i realized something was wrong. i looked at the coffin. they had closed it and now were lowering it into the ground. no, no, please.. please stop. i gripped my arms in anger. it was only when i felt something wet on my arm that i realized i was crying. trying to suppress my emotions i shut my eyes real tight. when i opened them again, i saw they were covering the coffin already with the soil they dug up before. no please.. he can't be dead! stop, just stop it! my eyes brimming with unshed tears, my head started to ache with all the screaming i did in my mind.

my sister came up behind me and put her hand on my shoulder. the simple gesture broke down the remaining strength i had in me. i let go; i let everything go. i let the tears flow freely now.

he's gone.

fiestaaaa

yes, its fiesta people! fun fun fun. the parade wasnt that fun tho.. i mean you kinda miss the fun if your divisions the VERY LAST division in the parade.. so ur there waiting for a whole 45 minutes watching the other divisions pass you and when you finally start walking you're hot and sweaty.. but it was still fun. xD lol, omgosh, our division shirts so sad! hahaha, it of an owl flexing its "arm" and then where the muscle supposed to be its the ateneo logo! goshh... compared to the others we just wanted to hide our shirts.. hahaha, last years sse shirt though was really cool. ooh, i liked the engineering and philosophy shirts man! they're cool. but hey, there's always next year. we're gonna make our shirts cool. xD

anyways, writing from the top of my head cuz my sisters bball games already started.. hmm.. ooh, didja know there's this horror house thing in one of the buildings? its not scary at all really but then if you go with people who scream alot... its soooo fun. i mean, the pathway was straight ok? we just had to walk forward (the lights were off) but we were all like holding hands and cuz a few of them were screaming (yeah the atmosphere was all weird.. they had music that went "oooOOOoooOOOoohhh... aaahAAAHhhAAhhh") to the point where they started kneeling. we didnt walk straight at all. we'd hit the wall on the left then walk and hit the wall on the right.. lol, yeah, i was laughing my head off. well, yeah. twas fun.

anyways, been watching alota youtube and this japanese guy in hawaii is just hilarious man. ryan higa er sumthing. yeah he's cool. if you guys wanna check him out (hahaha, allana, he has new videos!!) just type nigahiga.









yeh. :)

chineseyy

guess what?? it costs 38pesos/hour here in netopia (in gmall) while the netopia at roxas only costs 20 pesos/hour! amazing... well, anyways, gess what also? this whole blog website thinggy is in chinese for some reason (maybe that's why its more expensive).. or it could be korean or japanese, ive never really learned the difference (or thai even!). well, anyways.. looks cool. wahe

hmm, we finally moved houses. i mean, after how many days of moving furniture and boxes n stuff from maa, we're finally done! so goodbye riverview.. which is kinda sad really cuz i wont be having korean neighbours anymore.. but on the otherhand, yay! new house. haha, now all we have to do is unpack the boxes, sort out everything, fix the rooms, arrange the stuff, put em in their proper places and we'll be done! yehey

well, the fiestas coming up. haha, finally something to look forward to. plus someone told me next monday and the monday after that are also holidays.. gosh, midterms going by so fast. next the finals then 1st sem's finished!

hmm, cerealicious! :) its this new stand thing at the grade school canteen. its good! too bad they dont have it in college though.. college people like cereal too ya know!

hih ^-^

all too soon

finally finished harry potter and the deathly hallows before anyone had the chance to spoil the ending for me. yay! it's actually quite sad.. harry potter series ending n all, the books were always so interesting. im happy though it ended with a huge bang. yeah, lol, the 7th book's awesome people.. all the books have twists and stuff but the 7th book has the biggest twist of all. im tellin you, its seriously good.

have you ever had that out-of-body experience where you're looking at your life but you're not exactly a part of it? you're just a person at the sidelines observing the whole thing. its surreal. i sometimes ask myself if this could really be happening but then i get dragged back into reality all too soon with that oh-it-is-true-kinda-sense.. yeah. whatever. i think im goin insane..

hmm..



gess what? i passed literature!!



woohoo.

HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (fan much?)

its here, its finally here! Harry Potter. no people, its not Harry Potter and the value of honesty or Harry Potter and the strength of friendship (yes, our estimations during bio lab were a loong way off from the real answer.. if we were close though i wouldn't have been bothered to read it.. i mean, value of friendship!?!?! come on people..) but instead.. its Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!! ooh, sounds thrilling in all its mysterious splendor...

the best way to read a book is to sit down comfortably on a nice, big chair with the book in one hand and a frozen mango in another.. yep2x, so that's exactly what i'm gonna do. xD

Harry Potter here i come!!

1st pre lim of the week

i seem fond of writing entries during edp period.. well, anyways, just had our edp pre lim.. gosh, it was ok. they say its like a major thing and everything but it seemed like just another long test... only the stakes are higher having a base of 60 (instead of the usual 50). i mean, its kinda weird hearing that the passing grade is 12 instead of 10 in a 20 item quiz. waa.. oh well, wee can do it!! we're smart bitaw. :P

wahehe






anyways, gotta get back to looking for pics of orlando bloom. no, its not a project..






i just want to ok?





haah :P

just a lil more procrastination

well, 2nd post for the day.. hmm.. im supposed to be studying for the upcoming pre-lims.. but you know.. no matter what i try to tell myself there's always gotta be procrastination, (even if it's just a lil) goin on.. i applaud the people who don't procrastinate.. you guys have will power man

anyways, it's nice my sister's here for the holidays. its not as quiet during the night (matter of fact.. its not quiet at all) and im basically never bored. haha, there' s always something to do. whether its shouting at my sister for having the tv turned on so loud, or studying in the living room instead of my bedroom because she's too scared to play her video games all by herself. plus i have someone to talk to instead of tamala when nikki's at her evening classes! yeyy. :) hahaha, yeah, its loadsa fun actually. haha, us three sister's living together.. hmm, i can get the hang of this :)

onto another topic.. do you guys have cats? where you live? surely you do.. those skinny, anorexic looking scavengers that tend to stare at you with their creepy glow-in-the-dark eyes. no, im not saying i don't like cats. i llooovveee cats. honestly, if i were to choose between a cat and a dog; i'd choose a cat. but there's something different bout the cats living in my neighbourhood.

they're exponentially increasing! im being serious. so much so that they seem to enjoy wrestling right outside my bedroom window on that metal roof thing that protects the kitchen place from rain. what's worse, they only seem to enjoy doing that laatteee into the night. just about round the time i sleep. the first time i heard them i seriously thought someone was trying to break in. they were so loud! and nikki wasnt there so i was extremely scared. i mean, there i was trying to sleep then all of a sudden: **CRASH.. meoooWWRRRRRR...** at first i thought that was it then suddenly: **BANG -CRASH-BANG.. MEOOOWWrrrrr..PFFT-PFFT-PFFT... MEEOOWRRRR!!! CRASHHHH** yes, it was like they were trying to form their own orchestra but making a hug mess out of it. i even put tamala on the bed then started praying.... im getting used to it now but its still driving me crazy.

eek! its nearly 6:30!! gotta study ^-^

the river's green today...

yes, when the sun hit it at a certain angle it actually almost looked all sparkly and everything. it was pretty. :) its not everyday you see the bankerohan river green. honestly. usually its all disgusting and brown making you wonder what people throw in it (i think i have a pretty good idea). but when the mud's not all upturned and everything n it is settled peacefully at the bottom of the river. it actually looks.. i dont know.. clean. which is nice. :) yeah.. my reflection for the day.

hmm, well, right now im in edp writing this blog.. again. haha, i actually enjoy edp (well, who doesn't? free internet time!!). i mean they actually dont block the friendster website! haha, so everyone's basically on it. plus, my teacher's realll nice. he is. sort of like ms. tamayo. only he doesnt pack us with hard stuff to do which is better. :) haha

anyways, i was reading over some of my blogs and i couldnt help but shudder... and not in a good way. i mean.. i was soo emo-yyyy!! erghh, i was seriously contemplating bout deleting some of em but then i thought 5 years in the future when i look back im sure i wouldv still wanted to know what i was thinking n stuff.. **char** you know? hahaha. well, you get the drift. who knows, maybe id have totally changed in the future er something. they say writing is very therapeutic. whatever that means.. so maybe itll help if i keep the entries ive already written instead of deleting em just cuz they make me cringe everytime i read em.. omgosh, yes, i have an analogy bout this.. i remember the day i took my kindergarten pic for the year book. when i saw it then i was like eww, i look weird but then like 10 years later, i looked at it again and thought my gosh, i was actually adorable then.. hasnt that ever happen to you? yeahh, i mean your opinion totally changing and stuff? yeah, so maybe in the future my entries wouldnt look so bad you know? hahaha, but i highly doubt it.

i mean like just the other day i was writing this llooonnngg post about how i miss highschool. but when i reread it and everything i got annoyed at myself (seriously, i did). i mean it was so melodramatic and everything. i mean i could've just said i miss highschool. i miss it alot. see?? i just summarized the 3 whole paragraphs into 2 short sentences. so no more emo-yyy-ness posts from me.. yep yep. ima stick to my hyper, mildly sarcastic, absolutely crazy self. yeahh, that should do it. :)

ok, ill only write emo-yy posts if i really feel bad about something. like really really REALLY. ok? yes.

dont worry, im not suffering from psychosis or anything. ok, maybe mild neurosis but its nothing too serious. :D

seriously.

anxieties

omgosh, you know that feeling you get before a test? or before a bunch of tests? that anxiety feeling that gives you that sudden rush of adrenaline enabling you to cram all the stuff you learned from the past weeks in one night? yes, that anxiety? yes, im experiencing it right now..

pre-lims are coming up.. and im sooo dead. i mean, ok, im pretty certain that some of the subjects ill do ok in but literature? oh boy.. uh-uh.. good luck to me on that one.. i know i should've told the teacher at the beginning of the school year that i totally suck in bisaya and stuff but nooooo.. i had to go and make the assumption that they would provide english translations.. why migel, why? how many times have i told you not to make assumptions? a zillion times.. yes, exactly and you still go and do it..

ok, this 'talking to myself' thing is the product of realizing my own stupidity. the slap-me-on-the-forehead-and-why-didn't-i-do-that-earlier kind of stupidity. yes, gosh.. i hope the teacher won't think im trying to come up with an excuse if i tell him tomorrow (have i mentioned my literature teacher is the only guy professor who isn't gay? and just so happens to have won a palangka award (is that how you spell it?).. ok, i dont know exactly what that is but when my substitute teacher said that to my class one lesson they all went "oohhhhhhhhhhh".. so im guessing its a big thing)



good luck to all of us on the upcoming pre-lims!!!! :S

**humdrum**

well, so right now im in edp.. we just finished this quiz.. haha, i was laughing cuz i thot it would be like a major longtest er something but it was just a 4 item quiz! haha, oh wel...

anyways, i dont know why but im feeling very very very hyper today... maybe its cuz i had a good night's sleep or something. well, its nice to wake up to my dad and sister's familiar competitive snoring in the moring (hey! that rhymed!)... wahehe, and everytime they visit suddenly the food gets all good and stuff! so yes, i think it was the pancakes that have gotten me all high.. hmm, ill figure it out later.

well, yesterday i failed in another literature quiz **sob**.. ok i dont know if i failed the other quizes but im SURE that i failed this one. i mean it. my sister was supposed to drop me to school and she was taking such a looonnnnggg time in getting ready and stuff. she insisted i wouldnt be late though.. but i was and by the time i got in they had already started and it was literature of all subjects.. plus the poem was in deep tagalog too!!!!! grRrRrRrRrRrRR... huhuhu.. i need help..

anyway, on another note (i dont know if its a happier one.. ahaha) some of my classmates said i remind them of rihanna! my gosh... now ive heard it al.. 2nd year it was ashanti.. 3rd year it was beyonce.. and now rihanna?!! people, just because im dark doesnt mean that i look like any of the pretty celebrity singers.. hahaha, i wonder wats next.. tina turner?? ooh, actually that would be soo cool. i like curly hair. maybe i should get a perm..





hahaha, no thanx

ooh, another thing.. im totally TOTALLY addicted to this quiz thing on the internet.. if you're bored and you have nothing else to do try it! tis extremely fun! and kinda annoying if you dont get the answers but overall its fun! xD haha, its http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html [yes, allana, i finally passed number 66!!!!!!!! my friend helped me... hahahha, the one bout the end of the world?? haha, thank god! after how many weeks! hahaha] anyways, just try it. :D its insanely logic (that's what they say in the instructions part) haha. well, good luck to yall and have a good day!

bring it on! =)

so school's getting harder.. yeah, it is.. but it's still bearable. :) yup2x and still having loadsa fun.. only some stuff are different. yeahh.. enumeration timmeee..

da da dummm

(oo) we had a debate in sociology.. and i think we were doing pretty well. now i know i seriously hate confrontations cuz during the debate everyone was like attacking one another.. i just wanted to stand up and say "i just want world peace!!" wahehehe, but no i didnt say that.. it would've been kinda funny though.. anyways, (corny-ness aside) i did recite once or twice and my points seemed real good! i mean like, no one retaliated so i thought i was doing a pretty good job until sir sabado was evaluating everyone.. he was like "my gosh, leslie is a very good debator **huge applause** and joshua was so witty with his wise cracks and everything **another huge applause** while i really admired mae's forceful voice whenever she recited **cheering and applause** while migel.. she's very friendly **... awwwww...**" what?!?!?! how could this be?!?! a friendly debator??? a debator is supposed to be full of power and authority and whatnot.. gak, and there i was thinking i was commanding attention with my "powerful" voice(ok fine, not powerful my heart was beating so hard i thought someone was bound to hear it) and "intelligent" remarks.. friendly.. sheesh

(oo) omgosh, how can bio lab be totally different from bio lecture?? i mean, i actually seriously enjoy bio lecture.. really i do, the teachers very interesting. but when it comes to bio lab its the total opposite! the activity looks easy and everything but when it comes down to the results.. dammn.. its hopeless. we did this whole activity on how ph level affects the activity of amylase (yes, sounds complicated) and we thought it'd be easy but every single set up (no matter what the pH was) was exactly the same! we thought we were doin something wrong but then all 6 groups had the same result.. all 6 groups.. and we're not stupid, i assure you that. then the teacher went and changed the whole activity process (well, she was the one who authored the activity manual so she had a right) but it still turned out the same. im scared... there's gonna be a huge chance we might all fail this subject.. gak

(oo) LITERATURE!! that's all i can say.. literature... why?? (hahaha, im actually enjoying this whole "exagged" (sp?) emotion thing going on here.. :P) well, yes, i honestly can say i suck in literature.. i seriously need help. i thought i was ok, i mean, i thought i could interpret the 'deeper meanings' of the poem but i guess i was wrong.. so wrong.. yet again, maybe its because all the poems we tackled so far are bisaya... oh lordie

(oo) dontcha just like my 'pig-snout' bullets? yes, i like em.. they look real cute

(oo) well, on the brighter side my sister's back! yippeeeee!! yes, she's gonna stay here till august.. acck, fun fun fun. :) my dad's back too but he has to leave on sunday :( but at least he's here. yippee!! :) hahaha

(oo) lastly... elections have been goin on for the past week... VOTE FOR EULA PERTURBOS!!! :) hahaha, yes, ive been helping with the campaign and everything. anyways, if anyone is reading this and is not from addu college but knows a few first years that go here.. please inform them :) (haha, ya right as if that's ever likely)

well, i think i put enough pig snouts for the day. :) take care people! keep smiling =)

prayer

i don't know what you want from me.. i don't know what the plan is.. i don't know what i'm supposed to learn from all this.. i thought that would be the last time.. and yet here i am torn between what i want to do and what i should do.. is there something i'm just not getting? is there something i'm supposed to be learning from this? from being constantly torn away from this sense of security i just barely seem to manage to build around myself with each time this has to happen? its getting harder and harder to believe that everything's gonna be ok... i'm tired.. its emotionally draining.. i know it's bad to ask why and yet, i want to.. my faith's not as strong as it was back then.. whatever happens.. please, give me faith.. i need it, to be able to go on cuz i feel it draining.. gradually.. it scares the hell out of me.. give me the strength and the belief that everything will turn out ok.. i know it will eventually, i just need the faith.. please help me..

its totally great

yeh, it is.. college. :) wahe, can you believe that its only the 3rd week of school and ive already had 2 longtests, several quizzes, one moving exam and a few presentations? and yet, i seem to be enjoying every minute of it.. wahehe, i guess the one thing i particularly dont like is having to wait for my sister till like 8pm.. but hey, ok lang gud un kasi mag *bonding-bonding* lang ako.. haha, my classmates are really friendly (i have a feeling i said that before) but its sad that there are different groups in the class.. it'd be nice if i could hang out with anybody you know? but some people are closer than others. but at least they're all pretty approachable. :) even the guys that sleep in class and go smoking during their lunch breaks are pretty friendly.. one of em used to live in africa! wahehe, so we have somthing in common.

**alam mo gud? tinanong ang classmate ko sino ang mga honor students sa addu high tas pag nagsabi nila ang pangalan ko naganon siya 'ay, talaga? di man klaro sa mukha nya..' agresibo daw ang mga matalino galing sa provinces.. so ibig sabihin, angelic ang mukha ko.. WAHAHAHA =)) un lang. [pasensya lang, 1am ko gud nagsulat nito] :)**

haha, i played badminton with some of my new friends. it was like the 2nd time i've played in a loong time. [allana! i can actually hit the shuttlecock thinggy!! unlike the first time.. i always missed..] waheheh, it was soo fun. only my body's hurting like crazy now, specially my right arm. wahehe, i never thought my arm would hurt cuz i mean, the racket and the shuttlecock thinggy you hit is soo light. that's why you have to stretchhh first.. wahehe, iv gotta to remember that the next time if i ever play again.

**yawn** its already 115am.. i have alota stuff to do tomorrow.. i need to get my eng book for one thing.. hmm, i have a bio project and i need to research this whatever thing for sociology.. we're gonna have a debate.. [aack! romina and vina, you know how i talk real fast sometimes but when it comes to debating my mind goes totally blank!! waa, good luck nalang sa akin..] yes, so i really have to study.. hmm, better get some sleep.. night! xD












x!! where are you?? i havent heard from you in ages! wahehe xD