Tag!

ooh, ooh, ive never been tagged before!! tis gonna be fun. xD

Tagged by Allana!

Where is your cell phone? on my lap.
Relationship? single. till orlando bloom comes along you know. then i wont be single anymore :D what i cant dream?
Your hair? is really weird... just is
Work? at school yeah. you know, school work? but no, i dont have a job.
Your sister? i have 2 sisters! and we dont look anything alike.. ones tall the others big and 2 of us wear glasses and the word 'faggot' is our form of endearment to each other and.. wait.. you didnt ask that did you?
Your favorite thing? hmm.. i donno

Your dream last night? i dont remember. i know i had a dream though
Your favorite drink? ice tea! :) but when its really cold hot cocoa **mmmmmhmm**
Your dream car? um.. i forgot its name.. basta, nakita ko sya sa transformers.. its a coool car :D
The room you're in? filled with other computers and people using the net
Your shoes? black. leather. school shoes. darn i shoulda answered this wen i was wearing something cooler..
Your fears? um.. cockroaches. i didnt have that before though. living alone with my sister for a whole year it just kinda grew on me
What do you want to be in 10 years? oprah winfrey! nah, im kidding. i really admire her though. i wanna be a person who's job is helping children out.. like mother theresa! seriously.
Who did you hang out with this weekend? umm.. my soccer mates!! <3 they had a soccer tournament
What are you not good at? alota stuff. you'll grow bored
Muffin? ooh! chocolate or marble?
One of your wish list items? to redo the stuff i regret i did in the past
Where you grew up? umm.. aleppo, ibadan, mafikeng and davao! :D
Last thing you did? text my dad.. he's picking me up now so i have to hurry
What are you wearing? school uniform. i told you i shoulda answered this wen i was wearing something cooler!
What aren't you wearing? is this a trick question?
Your pet? tamala!!! she knows how to sit. :) la lang
Your computer? this one? heck, i prefer the one at home
Your life? pretty tragic at the moment. but im doin good :)
Your mood? hyper? i donno.. happy? yeah, i gess
Missing? yes, im missing alota stuff.
What are you thinking about right now? i really have to rush. my dads cuming!
Your car? i dont have one. but i know how to drive! woohoo :D
Your kitchen? one of my favourite places at home
Your summer? happened a long time ago
Your favorite color? blue!
Last time you laughed? few moments ago
Last time you cried? few days ago
School? ATENEO mannn :D
Love? yes, i love

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Rule: Name five of the Best Nights of your Life and then tag four people.

1. sleepover
2. christmas
3. new year
4. hawaii
5. hong kong

ok, ill elaborate on that later.. right now i gotta get going!!!


i tag john, eula, romina and.. hitori! woohoo xD

look, the sun's shining

didja know that loadsa people are dying? surprised you huh? i mean, there's that flood in korea (north korea people, im sure DBSK is safe :) i mean, i read somewhere on the internet that the year 2007 is gonna be filled with pain and suffering or sumthing. something about the end of the world. scary prospect huh? anyways, just stay good and pray and im sure things will be fine.

ho hum.. im totally addicted to desperate housewives. i mean seriously. first it was prison break (still waiting for season 3 to come out), then it was heroes (aah, heroes!! hiro nakamura you rockkk!! xD) and now.. and now.. its desperate housewives! thank god they have their season 3 out already. i mean its so interesting. hmm, i wonder what series ill be addicted to next..

well, as you can tell by the topics im dishing out that my thoughts are pretty scattered. just felt like typing. type... type... type... ooh, its midterms this week. yeheyy.... (ok, that was kinda sarcastic) la lang. for some reason, i dont feel so hyper, energetic or enthusiastic or etc.. i prolly know the reason why. gotta search deep within myself and im sure ill find it but like i said before i feel like i dont have energy.. is that bad? yeah, im sure it is. you know how usually wen you wake up you smile and your like "hmm.. another day :) " but when i wake up nowadays im like "hmm.. another day... woohoo... yippee.. yay.." i feel like my energy's literally been drained away. i dont have that zest for life like i used to.. i dont look forward to stuff that much anymore. it scares me. kinda. my question is..

how do i get it back?

i do want it back. i just dont know how. oowie, i guess my thoughts weren't as scattered as i thought they were. anyways.. good luck in the midterms people :) i miss you guys

sometimes in life, you've got to hold on to happy memories to have the strength to carry on

EDP!!

yes, i love edp. wanna know why? because there's free internet. yes, there is. you get to appreciate it a whole lot more when you've been internet deprived for how many days. ha! yes, gotta love edp.

anyhoo, it was my friends birthday yesterday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!!!! xD yes, you know what? we had an hour and 40 minute break before our last class yesterday and i was incharge of buying the surprise cake. yep2x i didnt get to buy it (at nccc) till like 40 minutes before the class!! seriously, i was freaking out cuz we were gonna have a long test and everything in socio! (our last class.. of the day) yeah, so i was there freaking out cuz we had to pass through bankerohan and there was major traffic and everything. you know what? i think the traffic lights hate me. i mean seriously! it turned green right and just when we were going to go passed it the darn... traffic light... turned.. red!! that wasnt the only time it happened though. come to think of it... only happens when i happen to be late. grrRrrrRr.. anyhoo, im deviating from the topic. so there i was spazzing out big time (only 5 minutes left and i was still in bankerohan). i mean i still had to get the cake ready and the candles lit before the class and surprise john then get my yellow paper out and start doing the test and everything... it was only wen we reached venue that krit texted and said there was nooo class! (i was already 5 minutes late) you guys... you have no idea how relieved i was.. seriously, i was on the verge of crying. my cousin however was laughing his head off cuz there i was freaking out for nothing.. anyways, since the classroom was free we had like a mini party and everything! fun fun fun..

gak, gotta shut down the comp.. edp period's finished na..

bye! ^-^

and the wind blows..

The wind blew ruthlessly as we all stood there in our white clothes, quiet, listening as the ceremony took place. i looked around. why did everyone look so sad? everyone with their desolate expressions, wallowing in what seemed to be their own grief; standing by themselves, looking so forlorn. alot of people came for the ceremony, some i didnt even recognize. but he was old, of course he had friends i didnt know of.

Have mercy on his soul Isabelo

they've started praying now. i bowed my head, pretending to heed the prayer. my mind far off remembering vivid memories of him. he was always a lively fellow. person who had always fought for his life which was why it was so hard to believe that that was him in the coffin, wearing the barong, lying peacefully as if he were asleep. i looked up at the coffin. so white and so majestic, it was fit for a king. i still couldnt grasp reality though. any minute now, he'll wake up from his peaceful slumber. everything will be ok.

Have mercy on his soul Isabelo

i finally took notice of the words that they were repeating.. over and over again. who's Isabelo? he's never been an Isabelo to me. it was like some strange, foreign name they used when referring to him. he's lolo. always was and forever will be. i remembered how he used to look like. his eyes full of laughter, his smile that always seemed to fill the entire room. he looked different now though. his nose was different and it was obvious they put make up on him. he was still just as handsome though.

Have mercy on his soul Isabelo

can they stop with the incessant chanting?? i squeezed my eyes shut in frustration. i just wanted to scream. he's just asleep you guys!! enough with the depressing atmosphere!! i opened my eyes for a start. i realized that they finished praying. my aunt walked up to the coffin and started saying her last words. as i listened i realized something was wrong. i looked at the coffin. they had closed it and now were lowering it into the ground. no, no, please.. please stop. i gripped my arms in anger. it was only when i felt something wet on my arm that i realized i was crying. trying to suppress my emotions i shut my eyes real tight. when i opened them again, i saw they were covering the coffin already with the soil they dug up before. no please.. he can't be dead! stop, just stop it! my eyes brimming with unshed tears, my head started to ache with all the screaming i did in my mind.

my sister came up behind me and put her hand on my shoulder. the simple gesture broke down the remaining strength i had in me. i let go; i let everything go. i let the tears flow freely now.

he's gone.

fiestaaaa

yes, its fiesta people! fun fun fun. the parade wasnt that fun tho.. i mean you kinda miss the fun if your divisions the VERY LAST division in the parade.. so ur there waiting for a whole 45 minutes watching the other divisions pass you and when you finally start walking you're hot and sweaty.. but it was still fun. xD lol, omgosh, our division shirts so sad! hahaha, it of an owl flexing its "arm" and then where the muscle supposed to be its the ateneo logo! goshh... compared to the others we just wanted to hide our shirts.. hahaha, last years sse shirt though was really cool. ooh, i liked the engineering and philosophy shirts man! they're cool. but hey, there's always next year. we're gonna make our shirts cool. xD

anyways, writing from the top of my head cuz my sisters bball games already started.. hmm.. ooh, didja know there's this horror house thing in one of the buildings? its not scary at all really but then if you go with people who scream alot... its soooo fun. i mean, the pathway was straight ok? we just had to walk forward (the lights were off) but we were all like holding hands and cuz a few of them were screaming (yeah the atmosphere was all weird.. they had music that went "oooOOOoooOOOoohhh... aaahAAAHhhAAhhh") to the point where they started kneeling. we didnt walk straight at all. we'd hit the wall on the left then walk and hit the wall on the right.. lol, yeah, i was laughing my head off. well, yeah. twas fun.

anyways, been watching alota youtube and this japanese guy in hawaii is just hilarious man. ryan higa er sumthing. yeah he's cool. if you guys wanna check him out (hahaha, allana, he has new videos!!) just type nigahiga.









yeh. :)

chineseyy

guess what?? it costs 38pesos/hour here in netopia (in gmall) while the netopia at roxas only costs 20 pesos/hour! amazing... well, anyways, gess what also? this whole blog website thinggy is in chinese for some reason (maybe that's why its more expensive).. or it could be korean or japanese, ive never really learned the difference (or thai even!). well, anyways.. looks cool. wahe

hmm, we finally moved houses. i mean, after how many days of moving furniture and boxes n stuff from maa, we're finally done! so goodbye riverview.. which is kinda sad really cuz i wont be having korean neighbours anymore.. but on the otherhand, yay! new house. haha, now all we have to do is unpack the boxes, sort out everything, fix the rooms, arrange the stuff, put em in their proper places and we'll be done! yehey

well, the fiestas coming up. haha, finally something to look forward to. plus someone told me next monday and the monday after that are also holidays.. gosh, midterms going by so fast. next the finals then 1st sem's finished!

hmm, cerealicious! :) its this new stand thing at the grade school canteen. its good! too bad they dont have it in college though.. college people like cereal too ya know!

hih ^-^

all too soon

finally finished harry potter and the deathly hallows before anyone had the chance to spoil the ending for me. yay! it's actually quite sad.. harry potter series ending n all, the books were always so interesting. im happy though it ended with a huge bang. yeah, lol, the 7th book's awesome people.. all the books have twists and stuff but the 7th book has the biggest twist of all. im tellin you, its seriously good.

have you ever had that out-of-body experience where you're looking at your life but you're not exactly a part of it? you're just a person at the sidelines observing the whole thing. its surreal. i sometimes ask myself if this could really be happening but then i get dragged back into reality all too soon with that oh-it-is-true-kinda-sense.. yeah. whatever. i think im goin insane..

hmm..



gess what? i passed literature!!



woohoo.