yes, when the sun hit it at a certain angle it actually almost looked all sparkly and everything. it was pretty. :) its not everyday you see the bankerohan river green. honestly. usually its all disgusting and brown making you wonder what people throw in it (i think i have a pretty good idea). but when the mud's not all upturned and everything n it is settled peacefully at the bottom of the river. it actually looks.. i dont know.. clean. which is nice. :) yeah.. my reflection for the day.
hmm, well, right now im in edp writing this blog.. again. haha, i actually enjoy edp (well, who doesn't? free internet time!!). i mean they actually dont block the friendster website! haha, so everyone's basically on it. plus, my teacher's realll nice. he is. sort of like ms. tamayo. only he doesnt pack us with hard stuff to do which is better. :) haha
anyways, i was reading over some of my blogs and i couldnt help but shudder... and not in a good way. i mean.. i was soo emo-yyyy!! erghh, i was seriously contemplating bout deleting some of em but then i thought 5 years in the future when i look back im sure i wouldv still wanted to know what i was thinking n stuff.. **char** you know? hahaha. well, you get the drift. who knows, maybe id have totally changed in the future er something. they say writing is very therapeutic. whatever that means.. so maybe itll help if i keep the entries ive already written instead of deleting em just cuz they make me cringe everytime i read em.. omgosh, yes, i have an analogy bout this.. i remember the day i took my kindergarten pic for the year book. when i saw it then i was like eww, i look weird but then like 10 years later, i looked at it again and thought my gosh, i was actually adorable then.. hasnt that ever happen to you? yeahh, i mean your opinion totally changing and stuff? yeah, so maybe in the future my entries wouldnt look so bad you know? hahaha, but i highly doubt it.
i mean like just the other day i was writing this llooonnngg post about how i miss highschool. but when i reread it and everything i got annoyed at myself (seriously, i did). i mean it was so melodramatic and everything. i mean i could've just said i miss highschool. i miss it alot. see?? i just summarized the 3 whole paragraphs into 2 short sentences. so no more emo-yyy-ness posts from me.. yep yep. ima stick to my hyper, mildly sarcastic, absolutely crazy self. yeahh, that should do it. :)
ok, ill only write emo-yy posts if i really feel bad about something. like really really REALLY. ok? yes.
dont worry, im not suffering from psychosis or anything. ok, maybe mild neurosis but its nothing too serious. :D
seriously.
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