simple thoughts

Well, i was watching this movie today bout love (i absolutely love da movie but i hav no idea what da title is..haha) and der was dis particular conversation between a stepdad and son that caught my attention. The stepdad was apparently worried bout his son cuz he seemed withdrawn and disturbingly quiet. So the stepdad asked him if there was anything wrong (he was afraid the problem might've involved drugs). with intense relief tho, the stepdad found out dat the boy was simply inlove. He laughed when he found that out but da boy didnt find it a humorous matter at all. instead he gazed into his stepfather's eyes with all the seriousness a 9-year-old-boy could muster and asked:

"What's worse than the total agony of being inlove?"

I've read alot of stories about love n dey usually related love with feelings of happiness, elation n euphoria; its the first time tho ive heard someone relate the state of being 'inlove' with the feeling of agony. after much reflection (yes, you can see i was quite bored.. **reflecting? during sembreak?! wats gotten into her?!**), i realized the said statement did contain truth in its words. I gess the stories i read forgot to include the times of extreme anxiety, insecurity and uncertainty. Not knowing whether the person you're inlove with has the same feelings as you or not can cause agony i gess.. cant it? oh well, my relflection dint go dat far. xD okie, enough bout love..

hmm.. filipino research.. dsflj;lkj;asl;dsa... what a way to destroy the peaceful atmosphere of sembreak..

oh yes, iv always tried to remind myself to try and use correct grammar n vocabulary and whatnot but den due to procrastination (hmm... da credit should partially go to laziness too.. hihi) i never got around to it. n after sum much needed advice **hehe, no offence taken** i think ill start writing properly. xD or try to anyways haha..

soo...

ya, ill start the proper vocabulary and everything in my next post.. hehe, procrastination seems to be my worst enemy nowadays. :)

oowie, soccer today was so cool! we played in da rain. aah, o my gosh, at first it was so csldafkjlkjas cold! it felt like da ice-cold water i have to soak my ankle in daily... but den i gess u could say i grew numb so after a while i dint feel anything. xD hahaha, nah, i gess i just grew used to da rain. after a while tho it was raining so hard we had to stop practice and like round 30 people were clustered together in da clubhouse trying not to get wet (wasnt dat successful tho.. we were all thoroughly wet. xD). haha, after dat my sister came to pick me up. it was funny cuz while we were walking back to da car we tried not to step in any puddles. we soon found out dat when we'd step into puddles dat dint look 'deep' da water would sometimes go all da way up to our knees. haha, talk about deep.

~i <3

my sister~

hmm, i realized that i dont have any pictures on my blog! oh wellies, ill just pust some on my next post. xD well, dats ol for now.

aack, card giving is coming up so fast!

**gulp**